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Thursday, August 18, 2011
Trying to do this in my current shitty new office, no longer in Vships anymore thou. And this feeling rocks ttm ! Happiest time in this office as all the access are 'remove-ed' in my frigging com - only MINE frigging com have no access in anything.. Fuck their fucking life ! *
The things that happened recently in my FUP life is suffocating me. On and on and on, I reliased the changes in me. I'm no longer who i used to be. Many BFF of mine realised the changes in me too. Tried to advise & be there, but nothing works. What I worried most is my best-of-best-est friend, DEPRESSION. I seriously hope that I will not suffer from depression anymore ! I have such a hard time to standing up from that from the previous experience and thank god, Yunnie was there to pull me back from the sucidial act when I lost control previously.
I do not know if I would still have the strength & ability to win this war again. I feel exhausted to cope with the EVERYTHING that happened. Would there be someone to be there to pull me back again this time round ??
[ DEPRESS-ED ] bB feL succeeded at 4:46 PM. |
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