i'm sorry i got to post a short 1 because i'm super busy this christmas. Last minute appointment. Will post some proper one when i'm back. Enjoy your day peeps =D

OH NO. I've make mummy worried & sad again. I wonder why my mischievous actions always ended up like this. I mean, always causing others to be worried for me.

I think i'm stil not mature enough to walk my own path.

Peeps, please ask those little angel to guide me along my way.

and i just wanna say this to mummy :

"I'm sorry mum. I didn't meant to make you worried for me. I can't make any promise to you that i won't make you angry again, but i can promise you that i'll try harder to be the perfect girl you want me to be.

I know that by saying much just won heal your scar, but i just wish to apologise to you (that's the only thing i can do now) and i hope you'll accept my apology.

Mummy i hope you'll understand that no matter what i do, i'll always still have you in my heart and you'll always be my mummy. I Love You and Sorry"

Days hasn't been good. But i swear i'm really trying hard to to make it better. People often call me one truely big dumbass.

Please return me my rainbow~ Please bring my days back. I have such feeling that i can't hold on with this anymore. Peeps that loves me, please help me pray for my peaceful loving life.

Trying hard to put on a smile, bringing fun to everybody. But, this makes me feel worst when i get back home. I don't know what i should do more to get on with it. I always help to brighten up people day. But who's going to brighten up mine?

Can't imagine i have to bring all this with me for this festival, this holiday season.

Recently, I've been wanting to voice out on things but i simply just don't feel like elaborate much about as i don't feel that there's a need. Or i can say that even if i voiced it out, will there be any different compare to the situation now? Ans: NO

I wonder why all the misfortunate and IRRITATING stuff alway falls on me and i can't just live my simple life happily? I didn't always ask for more and i don't think i'm way too greedy to ask for something much beyond my limits. So where else have i done wrong this time?

Fine, simply so sick of everything. I think i'm better off alone so i won't vent my anger on some innocent folks.

I will love my life without all those shits around me!

Please do not try shitting around me as it has reached my limit of endurance.

I will show off my true colours if anyone tried to do it to me from now on.!

Another thing to add in my wishlist :::

14. That ALL SHITS BE CLEARED (so my life will be much more happier than ever)

Learning to live as if there's no tomorrow =) I will !

Done with all my xmas spree. I hope everybody will like all thier gifts. Is that thought that counts =D Though it may not be something from luxurious high end brand but i swear i did use my heart to choose every present that i buy.

Well, it's been super long since i post out pictures from my phone. I hope i'll get a new phone (or maybe my phone back from baby <3 ) My blog is getting boring, i know.

Added my Ah Bob & Ah Trick in my blog. Loves <333

Been very long since i get alive. Ok.! Since Christmas is around the corner, or i should say is only 6 DAYS MORE~ I should blog something on my wishlist~! :::

1. That Gucci bag (i'm so absolutly in love with it)
2. That Gucci cardholder/wallet (simply irrisistable)
3. That Sony digital camera (T200)
3. That Hp (cos' baby took MY new phone and have not return since then)
4. That LOTS of money if possible (i don't mind to received $$ instead of gifts)
5. That Ah Bob & Ah Trick jumbo hugable beanie softiee (loves <3)
6. That straight long hair (waiting...)
7. That nice nice perfume (all that i want!)
8. That Huge Ah Chip & Ah Dale super soft hugable softiee (=D)
9. That FREE movie tickets to 'THE CHIPMUNKS' (weee~)
10. That EVERYTHING NICE~
11. That SO MUCH & SO MUCH MORE~
12. That Singapore (Local) car license with my name and photo on it~!
13. That FREE Hong Kong trip on EVERYTHING (spree + accomodation + air-tix)
14. That lovely Mr Toh & Ms Lim will stay together no matter what happened (hair stand.!!)
15. That Ms Lim will be MORE prettier & Happier
16. That Ms Lim can strike 4D+ToTo 1st prize (can further studies + buy EVERYTHING)
17. That Mr Toh can become boss (so Ms Lim can be LadyBoss)

To be Continued ... ... [once i have more ideas of what i want]

Let's come back to reality, the more presents i received, the more presents i need to buy~ so i hope to received ALL my presents on 26th Dec 07 so that i DON'T have to buy them presents in return =D yeah~

This is my checklist for this December spree :::

1. That jogging shorts for mum (Given)
2. That shirty for bro (Given)
3. That another shirty for cy (Given)
4. That X'mas gift ex-changed present
5. That X'mas + Birhtday present for baby (headache!!)
6. That X'mas + Birthday present for lil twins (AGAIN)
7. That Birthday present for Lerin (omg~)
8. That X'mas gift for daddy and mama for thier love since young ("v")
9. ???
10. ???
11. ???

To be Continued ... ... [Bcos' i can't think of any YET.! I'm sorry if i missed out any of you =D]

Super hate blogging now because blogging reminds me of what's happening. I really don't wish to be a retarded dumbass. Can somebody please wisen up and give me some enlightening?

Good News Peeps..!!!

I've decided to go back to my clubbing life after stepping down for like months?

I'm gonna forsake everything that is probably forbidding me to club.!

I've learnt my lesson and I'll not let history repeats itself again.!

So my dear clubbing 'khakis', please welcome me back into the world of clubs~

Drink as if everyday is Holiday~

Dance as if you were running a marathon~

This is what i'm going to say in today's blog :::

我的感觉你已听不见
你的转变像断掉的弦
再怎么接音都不对
你的改变我能够分辨

And now every song reminds me of what used to be

That's the reason
I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin'
You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio ?