Let me tell u guys a story:

Once upon a time, there's a princess who always take everything for granted. It's because she thinks that everything she had will be there forever. Whatever she wants, she will get it and this is how it became a style for her not to treasure everything.

Her family dote her like Queen.. Gave her everything she wants even if it's beyond thier limit already.. The ppl around her did the same too so as not make her sad or angry.. This is where she learnt to be pampered by ppl around her..

she always believe in true love never ends.. and she believe in the fairy tales that her nanny always read to her during bed time. But when her true love comes, she never ever grap hold on any of them.

She always blame it to the other party for not treasuring her not gentlement enough to give her everything and still she continue not to compromise to anything even if it means heartbreak.

Until she met this prince from the far far away.

Initially, she treats the prince like fark and she donesn't seems to really love him at all. she comes and go as she likes.. doesn't respect him and doesn't compromise on anything. Her pampered behaviour really pissed the prince off.

But the patient prince continue to shower her with lots of love, care and concern til one day..

The prince HAD ENOUGH..! and left her.

Until that day, the princess learnt not to take everything for granted because things does not always come easily. After much reflection, she thinks that she should change if she really still wants the prince back.

she tried all her mights to change.. to change every single thing that the prince doesn't like even her daily routine or any other things and finally the prince is back. They live happliy together BUT not ever after.

The prince has changed. and it seems like the other way round this time. the prince has taken advantage of how the princess had treat him and he seems to doesn't care about the princess feelings anymore. He started doing everthing the princess had done to him before and telling lies over and over again all the time.

Even if it means causing the princess to be heart-broken, he stil continue doing all this stuff to her..

The princess was living in misery and was wondering why this had happened.. Because all the while she thinks that she was the one causing the relationship to be like that and if she's willing to change everything, they can life happliy ever after just like the character in the fairy tales. but things doesn't go the way she expected.

To Be Continue .... ....

review of the story for this part is: why does ppl always like to take things for granted? and why ppl juz can't treasure the things that they have? isit really have to wait till things gone the other way round than they'll starts to realise how important it may be.? [it's for you to get the answer yourself]

moral of the story is: please do thing take things for granted as u might NOT know when they'll leave you

it's been long long time since i really blog around nowadays.. hahas.. u guys must be getting impatience.. hee hee.. well.. i was really tired nowadays.. working life sucks.. how i wish i can go back to my 'tai-tai' lifestyle again..

something that i would most like to do now is to have a Margarita and sun-tanning at the beach! i miss the sunshine and the beautiful sea.. i'm like having my dead zombie complextion again..

and next was to get my car license quick.. i wonder why i suddenly have this urge! i guess is bcos e other day Gilbert sent me home with HIS own car aft our late lunch with ben & elson.. that was like "OMG.. Gilbert was younger than me but he owns a car of his own and his driving skills was not bad too!"

ok.. back to reality.. i was wondering WHY i need the license for.. cos' ppl that knows me knew that i careless? stupid? blur? who will be the REAL HERO that will have the courage to sit in my car when i've got my license? and moreover, i don't even have the ability to buy a car! [laughs]

next my target will be changing to a new HP.. my fone was like problematics for a thousand years ago.. and i stil wouldn't bear to change a new 1.. i wonder why.. and technologies nowadays is hard to compare.. and my fone was launched 3-4years ago in 2003?

recently.. after much tinking.. i just somehow thinks that what i'm dreaming is very far from my reality.. i ain't earning much now.. and.. i don't really have high qualification [not after i get my dip next yr.. den follow by an advance dip / or a degree after that] that allows me to.. and i'll be like in debts after finishing my dip. cos of that f**king expensive school fees that i have to clear..

and i wonder why i have so many yet so big dreams nowadays.. cos it'll like never be fulfilled? or i can say fulfill unless i work and save really really hard for it.. well..

enough of my nonsense.. i admit i'm VERY bored.. that's why i post a really bullshit blog now..


p/s: sorry no pic recently.. not in mood and no inspiration to take nice pictures xD

ok.. i'VE juz finish reading someone's blog.. it's not the usual blog that is filled with gossip.. lame joke nor daily life..

this blog is written by a heart-broken parents about thier pre-mature baby girl, Ashley, that had been in this world for only that pathetic 36hours in NICU..

after reading.. i suddenly had this very enlightening thinking that living in this world.. having to survive till 20 years old.. is already a miricle.. and it really very fortunate..

living in this world.. having the ability to talk, to walk, to see, and to do so many things..

[i'm speechless now] --
i understand this kind of mix feeling.. it's like happily welcoming a new born baby.. and merely that 36hours ltr.. the happiness ended rite infront of your naked eyes.. [helplessly & cant do anything to stop]

-i really sympathize them-

it's really very sad to talk much abt it.. i hope the god and faries will take 'extra' [i mean EXTRA] care of her in heaven as she's stil an infant and need everyone's love and care..

i hope every living human that reads my blog now will give her your sincere blessings and will hope that her parents as well as Ashley(the baby) will be bless with all the good will..

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http://ashleyisourangel.blogspot.com/

>> a blog written by her parents from her birth all the way to her wake..
(pls prepare a pack of tissue.. it's really very touching and sad)


LET US JUST CONTINUE TO PRAY HARD FOR ASHLEY AND HER PARENTS AND (HER 2 ELDER BROTHERS THAT HAVE NOT SEEN THE WROLD)... ...

ok peep.. listen.. i have so many things to gossip about today.. so bear with all my !#%&%^&$#... i promised dis will be a very very long post with ONLY words...

ok.. 1st.. i had dis very very bad mood dis morning.. and i can tell u it all come frm dis fucker.. (a used-to be fren.. no more from now on) ok.. it's hard to tell u guys the whole story.. and i dont wish to talk abt it again.. if not, it'll boil my temperature up again!

i juz want to ask that fucker retarded idiot to go n save some pride for himself.. don make himself like a bagger bagging ard for money.. and pls.. next time wants to quarrel find other ppl can? omg.. u wan find quarrel with me?? i'm famous for 99.9% winning in quarreling (nv lose be4 de lo).. unless i really don wish to spoil frenship i'll keep quiet.. nv hear be4 den go and check it out la..

i'm so famous for my sarcastic-ness even close frens sometimes oso bth of me liao.. don say you lohs.. i give u face u wan to climb up my head and build mansion? *dream on*.. crazy lil brainless fucker..

use ur retarded brain and tink.. if i really meant to cheat.. would i stil be bother to knock sense into ur stupid brainless head??!! come'on la.. i don tink u have a brain to analysis all dis before u use ur big mouth to talk rite? ask me stop being childish?? OMG.. i tink the childish 1 is you..! if not u wouldn't have making out all dis fuss lohs..

ok.. actually i stil treats u as fren tt's why all the way in the beginning i'm trying to be good.. don take my kindness for granted (same goes to all the other ppl).. i dont care whether wad isit.. when things really gets on my nerves and u'll gonna take that..

i don mind whether i stil have u as my frens or not.. it doesn't matter to me anymore.. frankly for now, i have seen thru too many things in life.. what r frens for? i really dunno.. and i don need many.. i'll stil be the me even without most of you.. i don need many hi-bye frens as long as i have those few good frens.. (those that were always there for me all the time)

ok.. end of this story.. here comes another..

my dear pei will be getting married soon.. ok.. congrats to her.. i'm really happy.. (i don't sounds like?) ok.. ppl that knows my inside out will know why i'm grumbling abt.. hahas.. OMG.. i really dunno how to continue dis part of my post already.. hahas.. [shall be continue.. ..]

aft reading Darvet's letter just now.. i suddenly have something just strick on my mind.. and i just feel that i need to blog this down to remember it.. i was really feeling so so so [i really mean SO] happy to hear what he has write.. and i'm really feeling so blissful to have him as my fren.. *dar u so fortunate to have such a sweet bf*

and i just feel like saying this:

To all my dear frens out there~~ i just want to let u guys know how precious you are to me.. and i really love you guys.. thanks for the joy and laughter you all had given me.. and thanks for accompany-ing me thru all my difficulties whenever i'm in.. and whenever i'm feeling down..

[i just simply ♥ u peeps]

is there a formule to calculate endurance..?

or..

maybe on unpromising..?

i dont wish to talk about anything rite now.. it's tiring..

time was passing by pretty fast today.. whoo.. batch 4 was having their SS exams.. and i'm there to invigilate.. and there my 2hours gone~ and than it's break time! yes..!!!

aft that.. i have to follow up all those overdue documents as well as chatting in msn to do some catching up with my buddy buddy..! =D and there~ (it's 6.30pm) LOLS.. oh yah.. saw Gillian today.. yeah.. there'll be an addition of 1 more colleague for me..


i hope time will pass as soon as possible everyday~

Happy bdae to WOO SHUN HONG..!! kaka =p

yeah.. today was another spree-in dAY with my baobei.. hee hee.. hmmm.. supposingly he was to meet me 630pm at taka.. but den he changed it to 645pm den.. but.. the bus was damn pack for me to board.. and i reach there at 715pm.. hahahas..

ehs.. actually he shld be the one that will be late.. but i dunno what's the factor that made me always late.. i did came out early.. but that stupid bus was really too pack.. so i gotta wait for the 3rd bus instead =D

hmmm.. was quite happy today.. cos finally i've got the time to meet up with yi n ruby.. hahas.. meet em aft they knock off.. thou it is a short gathering.. but i stil appreciate it very much.. it's really very rare for us to meet up nowadays..

hahas.. saw steven (nono.. i shld say saw vacuz) at cine.. wah piang.. he hor.. jie jie not here den his piercing was like.. all over the face?? too bad he don allow me to tk pic of him.. if not i sure post online everywhere..

he damn rich.. really.. from n95 change hp to tt Prada fone.. zzz.. how i wish i've part of his money.. hahas.. i only wish for a k810i oso muz save so long.. hahas..

he did sth soo soo bad lo.. [i dont wish to elaborate too much] hahas.. make me damn pai say.. cine have like hundreds of ppl standing outside den he keep...... .......

well.. it was a pleasant day today.. i rated 3.5/5 for today's outing =D


OMG.. my stupid hp cable was spoilt again.. TMD.. i really don have money to change hp la.. don't always here spoil there spoil can?! [zzz] initially buttons 7 and * spoil.. i endure.. den now cable spoil.. i wonder how long can it stil survive.. if she's dead.. i'll faint.. cos i'm as rich as Vacus.. LOLS..

p/s: cable spoil.. cannot upload pics again.. damn it !!

today is special.. i decided to let the pictures comes 1st =p

bad complextion

act -BUSY-

well.. today is National Day as well as my grandma's bdae =p i'm glad tt my working hours is fix now.. so i can join all of em on dis happy n enjoyable occassion.. too bad my babee can't be there as well..

hmmm.. as usual.. the food is always the same.. LOLS.. no much different.. the peeps is the same too.. hahas.. juz that age is getting older =D (i'm talking abt my grandma LA)


it's kind of a different feeling today cos all of us was sitting 2gather watching NDP 2007.. lols.. laughing n gossiping all the way.. the NDP was so funny.. (i'm not going to say much cos i dont wan get into trouble =X) hahas..

i'm so happy i saw my darling today again.. but.. he don's want to play with me.. *SAD* don even want kiss kiss n hug hug.. OMG.. he dont love me already.. *sOb*

enjoy viewing the pics i've got for the day:::

hahas.. todae don have to work OT cos my boss is on MC~ weeeee... hmmm.. so bored.. the whole school is so quiet today.. is glad tt i stil have my MSN and babee to acc me thru.. hee hee..

went bugis spree with babee slightly.. nth caught my eyes at all.... babee keeps wanting to spend money.. always say tt i like to spluge.. but i tinks he is talking abt him =D
1st he wants to buy e Nike bag.. den next he wants to buy e Adidas 1.. zzz.. MAKE UP UR MIND.. lols..

so bored.. i hope i'll have a more enjoyable day tml..
blogging is bored..
ok.. i'm lazy to blog now..
byeee =p

i'm feeling damn uneasy & uncomfortable now.. i need some rest please..

i was feeling really sick today.. omg.. stupid babee is spreading his stupid powerful germs to me again.. sob.. me head is spinning round n round...

*bird bird* (giddy)

hmmm.. went marina today to meet my cousins..

today's schedule was to eat and shop ONLY..

we have like carls' jr. as snacks.. den pizza.. den fondue.. all sinful thingy.. zzz.. i wonder how long den i can ditch my fats away.. dearie is always saying me fat.. OMG..

my poor babee can't join us.. so sad.. wahahahas ^-^

i'm lazy to blog.. feeling so giddy..

(today was girls outing plus an 'EXTRA' CHAUFFEUR =D)

hmmm.. actually i rated my long waited shopping spree as only 2.3/5..

hmmm.. went AMK to meet babee n vailent cos we wanna get e DS lite frm him.. hahas.. e usual marksman is stil the same.. spotted us so quickly before we do.. and.. i swear AMK really have alot of ppl there at tt time..

and den we went Ichiban sushi resturant to have our lunch.. ok people.. i'll suggest u guys not to go try in dis resturant cos the food realli sucks to the max.. and e service is realli damn poor too..

1st, we waited so long be4 e crew come and tk our order.. den 2nd, we waited so long for our last dish be4 they realise tt they have 4gotten to serve us the last dish.. den lastly, we have realli hard time calling for them for bill.. cos they simply juz don bother abt it..

and i can tel u.. we didnt finish our food at all.. cos every plate of food is realli damn damn er xin.. thou we were starving.. but tt doesnt mean we can make our stomach and taste buds suffer.. =D

ok.. den rite aft our lunch.. i did sth very sarcastic to a person.. and i would like to apologise.. (definately not babee) hmmm.. ehs.. i mean i'm petty.. yes! i agree..

but i hate ppl who lie.. especially when they lie n stil can be fierce that kind.. plus.. ok.. i don wanna elaborate somemore.. but i feel very bad for the whole senario yesterday.. really i swear.. and i was keep telling babee abt it..

thou i'm reali stil angry.. but.. i'm not as heartless to do that la.. i was shock that babee juz walk off liddat too.. and i thot u would follow us.. aiyo..! ok.. i'm reali sorry lahs.. sorry abt wasting ur trip and throwing u on the streets.. sorry abt my unreasonable n petty attitudes ok??

ok.. whether u accept it ant i don bother but at least i'm feeling great now.. at least i apologise and not like somebody nv even sae a single thing from that day.!!!

ok well.. damn we went vivo to shop aft tt.. hahas.. i cant believe i nv buy a single thing yesterday man.. LOLS.. and.. mayb cos dearie suddenly had fever and i was worried..

so we went hm straight aft tt.. it was stil pretty early.. hahas..

p/s: i hope babee don pass me his illness!

well.. finally got my check cheque*.. hope the money will be bank in soon~
weeeee........

i'm so looking forward for my shopping spree with babee on SUNDAY~!!