Ello~

I'm feeling so restless in the office right now!! I can't seems to sit still and concentrate on my work for more than 10mins! Very random!!

Yeah~ it's my long waited FRIDAY~ And what's so special about this week's Friday? - 1 more days to my anticipating short gateway trip!!
[祝我生日快乐]

Well, a very special birthday this year cos I ain't celebrating with my usual khakis and most importantly, I ain't celebrating with my Darling Sher ( who is 1 day younger than me!) this year!!

Ever since we knew each other at the age of 13+, we had been celebrating our birthday together every year! It so cool to have her beside me to cut our 18th & 21st birthday cake! You see, I am sharing a birthday cake and birthday party with someone special for so many years!!

I really feel kinda weird this year as we are celebrating our birthday seperately :( Well, guess I shall organize a belated birthday dinner with her as soon as I came back from my trip!!

Last but not least,






[ 生日快乐, 我对自己说 ]

Enough of those fantastic shits spreading around pin-pointing and injecting at me! If you're so unhappy, come straight at my face and tell me off. Don't act like a small hamster stabbing behind my back!



FeL says: "YOU CAN SAY WHATEVER YOU LIKE"

[ "FRIENDS" ]

12.04pm

Yup yup! I'm in the office right now typing this post. I have the urged to post this up and I don't know why!! LOL!

Well, just heard some fantastic stories about me. And guess what?! I didn't even bother to defend myself or got a grin of angryness!!

And what's more? I felt like laughing off hard in the office!! I super think that the person can actually stand out and start writting fantastic novel! I believe it'll be more HOT selling than "Harry Porter"!

Since when did I became so invincible? I realised that after being with BbQun, my level of "Bochap-ness" had levelled! LOL!

In the past, if I heard any of these, I'll definately feel sad or affect by all this. But right now, it's the opposite!! It's like, WHO CARES?!!
[I'm serious and I meant it!]

I can't be bothered about anything anymore cos' I knew that I have already did my most possible BEST as a friend for so many years and the rest, if that person doesn't appreciate or whatever, there's nothing much I can do.

I remember I read something somewhere that goes: "There's always a limit of what one can do!" (definately not in the bible), which till now, soon-to-be 2*, I then had fully absorbed this sentence :) Congrats//*
[P.s: For those who are still quite confused, maybe you can try reading your Bible on Mathews for better understanding of life!]

Well, 5 more days and I'll have my long long weekend~!! LOL! I hope more leave will be given to me so that I can plan MORE for my holiday trip!

I seriously LOVE my life now~ Carefree but though still in debts. At least I won't be bothered or affected by so many unnecessarily stuff, unnecessarily~!! :) [Rhyme!]

As in, worst come to worst, when I'm in my worst-est state, I will know who are the ones that will still stays with me :) Thank you! Asked yourself at least thrice if you think you are qualified!! :)




[ I'm a lil' tea pot! ]

Hey yoz! Whatsup?!

It's been so long since I really do a proper post like how I did in the past! :) I'm so lazy to upload all my pictures!! HOW HOW?!!

To be exact, it's 6 more days to go~ So looking forward for Saturday to come!! However, anticipating in my celebration. WHY WHY?!

So much to be updated here but so lazy to type anymore as I'm so busy chatting in Msn everyday at work from 8.30am to 5.30pm (typing all the way)! LOL!

I hope Babyloves gathering would be a success! (HEARD THAT?!) "What I'm trying to say is that........!"

I love my last weekend!! How about all of you?

Hmmm, so many 1st time with my sweetie Baby!! :) Well, it's quite embarrassing to say it all out here! Sorry~ :)

Last but not least, I hope my Baobei Wen and Honey kangtan will be all well~ So worried about the 2 of them recently!! Everything is so cock up!!

I've got so many movies I wanted to catch recently but my stupid baby's too into bowling than movies nowadays!! -.-" And there goes my lovely weekend being spend at the alley play NDSL!! :)



P.s: To all HSS batch (1994-1999), if you happened to dig out any of my Fugly pictures, would it be kind for you to send it to me at love_at_eternity@hotmail.com?! I couldn't find all my past pictures at all~!!!! Thank you!!!!





[ Old pictures ; Fresh memories ]

It's Thursday and tomorrow is Friday~ Time zoomed past freaking fast can?!!

Just ignore the previous post as I think I'm insane! Just feeling super super emo that day and I wonder why.

HELP~ My throat is still aching like shit! But I'm still eating all those "heaty" and junkie food! (Just finished 1 whole packet of Jack 'N' Jill potato chips for dinner!?!) -.-"

My boss is on long long leave and will only be back in August! Can you tell me how good my life would be in office? I'm could be like SUPER late for work everyday, MSN non-stop, online shopping etc etc!

Yah, some might say "Chey, thought all these are what you've been doing in office everyday?" But without boss means I can openly do all that and not secretly~! It will be an open secret (or should I say is already an open secret!) :)
[I hope my boss doesn't read this!]

Stupid "AM" is giving me tons and tons of work to do for HER while she sits there and do nothing. Well, I don't mind doing a lot a lot of thing and get busy from morning till I knock off.


My colleague gave all these to her and she pass it to ALL to me. Thanks eh! It's all such simple stuff to do but I just couldn't understand why she can't do it herself.

I'm not unhappy about the workload cos' it's super manageable for me. Instead, I'm just unhappy doing her job for her while she is doing some other business during work hours but claiming she has zillion of stuff she couldn't finish!!! (It's another open secret!).

I only got to know that when all my colleagues ask me to complaint to my boss as those stupid things she asked to do are simply not inside my job scope at all~

Well, it's alright for me anyway as I'm happy that time pass so fast when I'm very busy online shopping-ing and doing her stuff :)


I realised everyone's having Chocolate exotic as their birthday cake recently. I'm starting to hate that cake already! It used to be my all time favourite! (see my past archive!)

I just wish I could have that super yummilicious Tiramisu (from HK) as my birthday cake for ONC!! :) It's so hard to find yummy Tiramisu in SG!!!

See that exotic cake again?! Hmmm, tell me! How could my throat recover?! Well, I super love this pic Cos' it's been so long since lao niang (ME) looks nice in a picture!!


That all for the moment!
Will be back when I have more to share~
Don't miss me so much yeah?! :)






[ Sleepy ]

Sometimes I just felt being treated like a FOOL~

So much more of effort made over the years,
So much more of endurance,
So much more of being together for so long
So much more of dishearted stuff happening over and over again.

Tell me, what's more for me?

When I'm happy, I'll always share the latest news with you. When there's gossip, I always tell you all the latest 1st hand information. On the other hand, I'm always the last to know of every single thing regardless happy or sad moment, big or small event.

I'm always kind enough for not showing off my SAP to anyone, reason being I treasured and I don't want unneccessary conflict or unhappiness. Always keeping everything to myself and always keeping quiet no matter how unhappy I am. Never once I raised my voice/ scolded anyone. Why?

Times when anyone is low and needed someone to be there/ to support, when I knew of, immediately, I'll never fail to be there and to give my greatest support/advise. But when I needed somebody, how many are there to lent me their ears and their sincere heart?

How many of you are really true & sincerely there for me? Listen to me? Bother about me? Or even still remember my existence?

Sometimes, the things you did, really make me feel not important at all. Thus, causing me to feel more and more "Cheng-Sim"......

*No names mention as not pinning-point at anybody*

**Above are all my personal view, it differs in what individual will think/feel. Anybody feel objective about what are stated, can simply just click the "X" button and don bother to read MY blog anymore*





[ Disappointed ; Dishearted ]

Yeah~ I'm sick! Congratulation!!

WTH~ I do not have anymore MC to claim anymore and now I'm sick again!!And doc gave me 2 days MC ask me to rest at home till recovery.

I should be happy cos' I'll be entitled LONG WEEKEND!! But, I can't!! I got to go work cos' I cannot claim anymore MC! Gosh, that is tedious!!!

And I realise, a lot of people around me are sick as well~!! So many people are on MC! :)
[Mj sings "You're not alone!"]

Yawn, I've been sleeping since yesterday but I don't know why I'm still restless~ Sick, sick please go away!! My Bi will be back tomorrow~!!! I don't wanna spread my germs to him!!

Since I'm so free, I shall blog about something stupid!


My 2009 birthday wishlist! :)

1. Perfume!
2. Ang Bao (So that I could accumulate the total and buy something I want!)
3. Dior/Chanel wallet
5. Chanel bag!!!
6. Havaianas flip-flop!
7. Tiffany and Co. bracelet.
8. NDSR!
9. Rest - Please look at my wishlist on the left!

Birthday wishes and hope!

1. I wish I could pass my TP by this year! :)
1. I wish I could have a huge pay increment!! :)
3. I could finish paying my study loan ASAP!!
4. Save enough and be able to go to Bkk/Tw/Hk by next year!
5. Baby could be sweeter and lovlier.
6. My family and myself could be bless with happiness and great health!
7. Someone could just buy me a car!! LOL!


...That's all for the time being.

The medication is making me very very drowsy!! I felt like floating in the air right now! Don't know if I'm overdoes by the cough syrup as they only say 2 spoon (and did not say how big the spoon should be!).
Stupid prescription!

Good night people! I'm going back to sleep again :)






[ Sick! ]

Goodbye MJ! R.I.P!

I'm gonna miss you, miss your song and miss your dance. Hope you can go to the Neverland you wanted to.

I hate all my friends cos' no one is there to accompany me to Zirca today for his last tribute! SUCKS!! Am watching his US's ceremony on TV now and I feel so sad!!

I feel so sad for Lil' Paris!! - It'll all get better in time.

MJ, the King of Pop - You will always be remembered by those that appreciate!


Bye! Can't concentrate!! Back to MJ's tribute on 5!




[ R.I.P, Michael ]

I seriously need to thank all my friend out there, people who are very close or not. Seriously have to thank all of you for all those care and concern.

Just a simple how are you and stuff really makes a lot of different to me. Thank you for letting me know that I'm not alone :)

Thanks for constantly checking if I'm alright! HAHA~ Seems like you all are 24hrs standby my FB, blog and Msn status update? LOL!

"I am fine! No worries!!"



My right leg is swollen with a big blue black. Thanks to Lerin for stepping on my leg twice with her heels :) Combo x2! -.-" Now my leg swell like pig leg! I ain't exaggerating!

My leg look so disgusting now!!

Well, quite a number of photo taken and as usual, have to wait for those 'turtle' to upload. I don't deny that I'm 1 of those 'turtle' :)

Oh! I finally have time/chance to meet up with Mr OWL~ It's been soooooo long!! Am very happy to see that he doesn't change much other than becoming skinnier and skinnier! - Shermyn: Please feed him more food! xD

Finally more or less, many are back already! Hope those still in their kingdom can do some self reflection and think about their future now.

.......Yeah, 2 in the am's and I'm still waiting like usual. Dumb, Dumbed, DUMBER!






[ Dummies ]

Thanks for those that still stood by my 3/4 dead blog :)
Thanks for standing by me all these while :)
Thanks for all the love, care & concern :)

Many people have been asking me why my post sounds so emo. Well, I seriously do not know how to answer them. Reason being, I seldom talk in deep what had happened unless they are really really close to me.

I will try my 120% to hold my tears when I'm with somebody. Even some of my close-est friend had never seen me cry :) Pardon me as I'm those kind of person that likes to hide my emotion from people.

So, if you guy love me, stop asking me what has/had happened. I'll be fine as long as you don't remind me of those unpleasant stuff :) Thanks!





Bring back, oh
Bring back, oh,
Bring back my Sunshine to me, TO ME~




[ I want my Sunshine back! ]