Sigh~ Unfortunate things keep tremble on Felicia !!
So.. What's next ?!

Losing the strength to hold on..
Losing faith in life..
Losing hope for the better in my life..
Losing my "Sunshine-ness"..

Please help Felicia, will you?

I'm very much affected by the fact that someone can simply judge/comment on me simply by what I had post in my blog ???!!!

Ask yourself, how much / how well do you know me ?

I supposed if my close friends & relatives out there read this, they will be shock-ed ! -.-"

I grumble a bit in Msn before I decided to post this. Thanks all my friends out there supporting me :D I'm glad that at least there're still a handful of you guys that truly knows me inside out.

There's a saying "Do Not Judge a Book By Its Cover" yet, people out there are judging me by MY BLOG?!

Please be fair!

[Laughs]

Kindly please stop streotyping :D

Judge me only when you know me in person :)

I won't bite! :P

我假装过去不重要
却发现自己办不到

Ignorance will never be bliss

能不能就这样忍著痛泪不掉 ?

WTF are you thinking, FELICIA LIM~!!!!

Please stop all your nonsense before nonsense gets all over you!!

Please please please try to relax, relax, relax and be calm, be calm, be calm!!! Don't carry the whole fucking world upon you!!! You are just a fucking normal human being, ain't a saint~!!!

Stop all the paranoids and all the unnecessary excessive thinking of 'stupid' stuff can?!! VOICE OUT if you are unhappy!! DO NOT FUCKING BEAR ALL THE CAUSED AND EFFECT ALL UPON YOURSELF!!!!

It frigging takes 2 hands to clap!!

If you want the cycle to stop, you have to win yourself first! Do you bloody understand that - FELICIA LIM?!!

Stop faking your bloody smile and acts cheerful all the time!! No one will knows what you are thinking!!

Stop emo-ing alone!!

If only I could turn back time, I wana make everything back at ONE~!!!

Back to the time when I had my first cry and starts ALL OVER again~!!!

小時候的日子自由自在 ~*

The Lil' precious Princess at home, the one and only female baby running in the family back then. The love, care, concern, pampered by everyone in the house~!!

Worry-less~!!! Stress-less~!!! Penni-less but H-A-P-P-I-N-E-S-S!!




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My brain's totally shut-off right now!! I could feel that pain pierce right through my heart. After all that I've been through, that's what I get back right at the end. [Speechless].


Baobei Wen & Dearest Yun..
"WHERE ARE YOU?!!
I NEED YOU BADLY NOW ~!!!!! N-O-W!!!"


YAY. There goes that HAPPY FELICIA~ Say Goodbye ~~!!



P.s: When I need you the most, where are you?




[ Goodbye Happy Felicia ~ ]

1. Iphone 4g or Bb Bold 2 (White)?

Iphone - I just simply love all the apps~ Esp the map thingy. I felt so much safer to "bring" a map out with me. Super essential for people with no sense of directions - LIKE ME!



9700 - The only reason for me to love this Bb - That SUPER CHIO + SYLISH white!! Finally the white Bb that I've long waited is gonna be out soon. White + BlingS = Indescribable

But yah, 4g is gonna be out soon too~!! (Almost at the same time)

"Ruk sam sao" - caught in a bad romanace with these 2 phones!



2. Change job or stayed till I found a job?!

This is something I seriously wanna complaint about~!! Not that I wana be an old hag or whatever shit~! This is seriously bothering me as long as I AM in Vships!!

Time flies, it's been a year plus since I worked there. First day of work with Steffy is still so vividly flashing across my mind~!! I can still remember so clearly what she wore on her 1st day of work!! (Ok, side track !)

Initially, when I decided to stay, the only reason is - Amanda & Steffy.

Now that my dearest Steffy is gone, my ONLY motivation is Amanda ever since 1st Jan 2010. I have to drag myself to work every morning, grumble my way thru from that whatever timing I reach office till I knock off.

Pay sucks, management sucks, leave sucks, benefit & incentive sucks!

The only good reason for me to stay is my flexible working hours and that last min apply of URGENT LEAVE! I believe no such company can let me have such "special" benefit :D



3. I DO NOT FEEL LIKE MENTIONING HERE!


Trust
   /trʌst/ Show Spelled[truhst] Show IPA
–noun
1. reliance on the integrity, strength, ability, surety, etc., of a person or thing; confidence.
2. confident expectation of something; hope.
3. confidence in the certainty of future payment for property or goods received; credit: to sell merchandise on trust.
4. a person on whom or thing on which one relies: God is my trust.
5. the condition of one to whom something has been entrusted.
6. the obligation or responsibility imposed on a person in whom confidence or authority is placed: a position of trust.
7. charge, custody, or care: to leave valuables in someone's trust.
8. something committed or entrusted to one's care for use or safekeeping, as an office, duty, or the like; responsibility; charge.
9. Law .
a. a fiduciary relationship in which one person (the trustee) holds the title to property (the trust estate or trust property) for the benefit of another (the beneficiary).
b. the property or funds so held.
10. Commerce .
a. an illegal combination of industrial or commercial companies in which the stock of the constituent companies is controlled by a central board of trustees, thus making it possible to manage the companies so as to minimize production costs, control prices, eliminate competition, etc.
b. any large industrial or commercial corporation or combination having a monopolistic or semi monopolistic control over the production of some commodity or service.
11. Archaic . reliability.

Just a simple word made up of 5 alphabet has like at least 11 explanations ......




♥ A lighter note on this grumpy Monday for Felicia ♥

No matter what happened, no matter what takes place. Life still goes on. Since there's no control of what would happen next, live life to the fullest and ENJOY THE MOMENT while you still can.








[ Life still goes on ]

YAY YAY YAY~*

I finally managed to buy my Jay Chou World Tour 2010 tickets!!!!!



A very big thanks to BOTH sponsor and all "initiated" sponsors for my lovely ticket!! I LOVE YOU ALL MAK MAK NA~


Frankly speaking, I'm over-whelmed by all the happy stuff that happened in my life recently.
It's too blissful to be true!!!
Other than financial issue that's still bothering me, I really have no much request anymore~

Thanks everyone that's with me and by my side all these while~
Sorry, I'm afraid I left out names so instead I used the word 'EVERYONE'.
You know who you are~~~






[ ♥ YOU ]