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Wednesday, January 30, 2008
LIFE SUCKS!! MORE MONEY IS THE ONLY THING I ASK FOR NOW bB feL succeeded at 1:05 PM. Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Days hasn't been very good for me ever since my last post. I've been crying and crying and crying. Waiting and waiting and waiting. This is what i've been through since 26th Jan 2008. The happy moments that i have are always not lasting. Read my post again if you need proof. Happy on certain days and than a grumpy post few days later. Acutally my wishes are very simple. Happy and live my life to the fullest so i'll not regret. But, this seems like such a difficult task for me to complete. I can never have very smooth and easy life for me. And i simply can't hold any longer. I've tried so hard to and learnt to take things easy. But this caused me to have insonmia or even worst. I can just burst out into tears and collespe. K-O! Down on the spot. Nobody will understand how much i've been through and how hard it is to be living in such miserable life. Sometimes i just wonder if God wants to make me suffer in all this pain, why didn't he wants to take me away? Why doesn't he make me a handicap or something so i won't have any feelings. I'm very sick of elaborating more because it makes me drip non-stop. I hate this. I hate myself for not being strong to face every single difficulties. I'm such useless person bB feL succeeded at 1:35 PM. Saturday, January 26, 2008
It's been 3days since i last blogged. Pure lazy is what i can say. Guess what? I need to work on Saturday as well!! Oh gosh, it's been almost a year since i have to wake up early for work on saturdays!!! I simply couldn't concentrate at all man. And all that is on my mind is my comfy bed, my labbit, my piggies and my boaster!!!! Of cos, not forgetting my smelly~ I've been so lazy to upload pictures and stuff. So my blog will be filled with w-o-r-d-s~ Job was pretty ok for me at this moment because i've not get a major serious scolding yet. Haha. People there are very good as well. Funny is the only word i could think of to describe them! :) NO!! I think i should say "TALK COCK" is more suitable for them. Recently, i've been using this word so often at work. Guess what is the word? "WHAT THE HELL" and start laughing all the way........... Pretty near to Chinese New Year and followed by V'tine Day and SCHOOL ORIENTATION !!!! WEEEEE :))))))))))))))))))))) Ok! I know i'm getting childish. I'm pretty tired already. *Nap* P/s: Sorry if i've lots of grammatic and spelling errors on my recents post. I'm super tired and lazy to read and check through before i post. [Read it OR Leave it] bB feL succeeded at 2:33 PM. Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Trying to learn many ALL the things from the different department as quick as possible before my school starts and hopefully all get in to my tiny brain!!! And i'm so happy to announce that I'VE OFFICALLY REGISTERD AS A STUDENT !!!!!!!!!! School will be commencing on the 21st Feb 2008 and my 1st module will be from 2pm to 5pm! I don't like this kinda neither here nor there timing!!!! So irritating. I wonder if my monthly expenses will be a huge problem to me and i'm really trying so hard to find a good pay part-time job now. But the happy thing is that 1st module will only last for 1mth and after that my class will be a good timing morning class from 10am-1pm =D IF ANYONE OF YOU READING MY BLOG HAVE GOOD 'LOBANG' FOR PART-TIME JOB, PLEASE INFORM ME AND I'LL REALLY BE GREATFUL :) *Gones* bB feL succeeded at 9:20 PM. Tuesday, January 22, 2008
1st day in a new environment. Stressful is all i can say. I knock off at 7.30pm today! People that know me well knew that i seldom go off at this kind of hour! =( Well, peeps there are not bad. Pretty hard to say because it's only my 1st day and guess i've more to experience. All the best to me in my new job. And hope i don't get kick in the ass UNECESSARILY :) Bless me!! I'm taking a half day off tomorrow and it's only my 2nd day. HAHA. I'll be going down to my school to register. Finally! bB feL succeeded at 8:48 PM. Sunday, January 20, 2008
I think i've gone crazy already. I classified myself as insane and suffering from mental problems. So peeps please stay away from me before i start going around beating and biting people again!! I can't imagine i'll be doing all these things :) HURTING MYSELF AND HURTING OTHERS !!! What the hell i'm thinking right now? I can't even figure out myself. Please don't push me to the max can? Peeps, if recently i've said anything bad that hurts or do anything bad to you, i'm sorry and i would really want to apologise. I don't know why i've become such a violent person nowadays and i'm really suffering from major mood swing. Those reading can please shower me with a lil' bit of love? So at least i knew that there are someone out there that loves me as well. Thanks =D Appreicated it so much xD bB feL succeeded at 12:43 AM. Saturday, January 19, 2008
Dumb-ass Dumb-ass Dumb-ass bB feL succeeded at 12:40 AM. Friday, January 18, 2008
Meet-up with ALL my girls :) Simply feeling so contented Begining of Rats year is going smooth for me BUT I hope i'll get MORE as the day goes by =D And yes, i'm happy today because i've received good news from somebody. She is so much better than the previous one and i can talk to her so many things :) She was a great listener and very supportive to me. Giving me great confident towards my life ahead. I hope everything goes well and that i can end all the shits soon xD I'm so looking forward for CNY because IT'S REVENGE TIME I swear i'm gonna win back all my $$ =) bB feL succeeded at 11:22 PM. whao~ it's like 2.33am now and i'm still online. All thanks to that virus that caused me in such miserable state.!! I hate it!! Why do i always have such high percentage of CHANCES getting virus!!! I've tried so many ways to get rid of it but it seems no cure!!! And i'm sick now!!! I mean i'm sick since morning and i can't get to bed if this thing cannot be removed from my precious!!!!! I've took so much of my time trying out the few different virus scan and waiting for them to scan that stupid thing out is a tiring thing for such impatient people like me!!! THIS IS GETTING ON MY NERVES!!!!!! bB feL succeeded at 2:33 AM. Thursday, January 17, 2008
 Watched [Material Girls] last night. It's was quite a funny show and I'll rate this movie a 3.4/5. I guess it's quite worth it renting a VCD rather than going to cinema for a movie :) I've actually save quite a lot of money recently borrowing VCDs and DVDs. GOOD NEWS!!!! Bb FEL will be going back to further her studies in FEB 2008. Isn't it a super good news in the begining of year 2008? Well, i have not register yet cos my brother went to Bintan for 3 days 2 night and so i need to wait for him to come back and write me a cheque for my school fees before i can go down for registration. I'll keep you guys update on those other information when i'm done with my registration. And i guess i'll be super busy with my school and part-time job when school starts :( I need to get plenty of rest and fun before my boring school days start. BUT I so can't wait for my bro to be back :) I want to be back in school fast~ bB feL succeeded at 1:03 PM. Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Nothing unusual happened. It's our VCD week again. Watched [Underdog].  A movie from Disney. I've watched the cartoon version when i'm a lil' kids and i didn't know that they actually have a movie version of it till i went to the shop and it just caught my eyes. So funny please~ and it's as good as the cartoon. I will rate it 4/5. Nice~ Some pictures i found for the cartoon version~ phew~ my childhood memories~    Then followed by watching [Mean Girls], a movie which i wanted to watch so long ago but i didn't get a chance. Nice and it's absolutely MY SHOW. It's so mean and bitchy :) I LOVE IT! I'll give it a 4.5/5 =D  I'm gonna watch [Material Girls] tonight :) Bye Bye bB feL succeeded at 8:33 PM. Tuesday, January 15, 2008
So bored. Nowadays the clothings and bags and shoes sucks!! Nothing really caught my eyes. CNY is drawing near. I wonder if i could get anything on time. I've been out shopping almost everyday. Gosh~! Anybody seen any nice things can keep me inform so i can go take a look. I'm tired already :( I hope i won't have to grap anything that i don't like last minute just before the CNY. bB feL succeeded at 7:54 PM. Monday, January 14, 2008
Dumbass remains as DUMBASS forever bB feL succeeded at 7:21 PM. Sunday, January 13, 2008
Short gathering with my girls and i'm so excited & happy :) bB feL succeeded at 7:18 PM. Saturday, January 12, 2008
I've been spending so much money recently until i think i'm very overboard :( That MacD delivery $10,000. Why am i not one of the winner???? :((((( I've been ordering MacD almost everyday. It's simply not fair~ I should be one of the lucky winners~! =D [Enjoying Prosperity Burger To The Max] bB feL succeeded at 2:43 PM. Friday, January 11, 2008
ATTN: THOSE READING MY BLOG!!! I think i really need to voice this out to those reading my blog and highlight this thing to everybody that i'm really pissed off with this kind of behaviour in public transport.! Many time especially during peak period, i'll be either taking train or bus and what i see everyday really pissed me off to the max! Many dumbass just squeeze their way in the bus/train when it's super crowded and pack with people already in. Hey, this is singapore please~ you don't need to wait 45mins for the next train/bus to arrive. Singapore public transport are SUPER EFFICIENT please~ For those forigners, this is not China or India or whatever country you are from, where the country are loaded with people. You don't need to board public transport like how you did in your country. Please Do Not Squeeze In So Desperately The Next Time You Take Public Transport Can?! Even though i agree that the next bus/train might (or i can say definately) still be crowded, but i'm sure there'll always be one that will be able to fit you.! For those old grandma and grandpa we can understand abit if they tried to push their way in or when they'r trying to alight but i just can't seems to understand that i can see most of the young people doing all these as well. Some dumbass are even WORST! They managed to stuff themself in the train, but when people wanted to alight, they can't even move their way out of the train to let people alight. By standing there won't block others' way? You think you freaking transparent so people can just walk pass you isit? Some are not even better! When i try to alight so that i can give way to the others to alight, those at the station waiting to board the train just all rush in the train. Come'on la People haven't alight you there trying to squeeze in. So what's the point of moving out and let others to alight ? What i saw today was a grandpa trying to alight at Clementi Mrt station. He was standing quite far from the door but when he say "Excuse Me" to those who are not alighting, NONE GIVE WAY TO HIM. So, he has to force his way out so that he can alight before the door closed. And of cos, he did knock a few "statues" BUT the worst part is, they stil can stare at the grandpa for knocking them and give one kind of damn pissed face. WTH ! What's wrong with them? Didn't their mother or those teachers in school teach them the meaning of C-O-U-R-T-E-S-Y ? If not, i'll explain to you now :: cour·te·sy noun 1. excellence of manners or social conduct; polite behavior. 2. a courteous, respectful, or considerate act or expression In short, it means politeness; considerate and respectful behaviour !!! What i'm trying to say now is the next time you are taking public transport, please spare a thought for others if you want others to do the same to you as well :) bB feL succeeded at 10:48 PM. Studies and Work which one will you choose? I just feel like i'm a super slacker somebody please give me something to do other than to become housewife ^^ bB feL succeeded at 2:37 PM. Tuesday, January 8, 2008
Bb Fel went to Kimage to have her haircut at TBP today and it was super SHORT after everything was done! OMG! what have i ask the stylist to do to my hair!!!! So i'm not goin to post out my vainy pictures till i think my hair is nice~ till i learnt to appreciate my new hairstyle. =D LEO - The Boss ( July 23 - Aug 22) Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help Others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous,warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive. Those is bold means i agree to their saying and seems like it's 90% TRUE! hahaha so let's see baby's one CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter ( Dec 22 - Jan 19) Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be Unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they Want. For baby case, it is once again proven that it is extremly TRUE~! Look at those i enlarge and bold. Isn't it super true for baby? LOLS. bB feL succeeded at 8:42 PM. Monday, January 7, 2008
Today we continued watching the 3rd dvd we borrowed and it's [[Storm the yard]].  Finally it's not a touching movie. Haha. Well, i finally have my movie marathon completed and i'm satisfied with it.! Guess partly is because i've not got a chance to watched them in cinemas when they launched and now i can watched them in dvds~! Than went to TBP NTUC to grap tonnes of my junkies!!!!! I've got to replenished my stocks at home because they are running low~ :) Taitai lifesytle just make a serious junkies eater! Roars~* bB feL succeeded at 11:27 PM. Sunday, January 6, 2008
 Finally i have got [[Alvin and the chipmunks]] It's freaking nice please~ I'm so in love with them!!!!! Nice Nice. (Simon, Alvin & Theodore). They are simply just so ADORABLE =D After movie, I went to borrow 3 DVDs with baby and went back home to continue our movie marathon :) We borrowed [[200pounds beauty]] and that movie just makes me and my mum drip like crazy~!  Than we continued to watch [[Gridiron Gang]] And by the time we finished this two dvd, it's already coming 6am in the morning!
Good Nights :) bB feL succeeded at 6:05 AM. I'm looking for a lover not a friend Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to I'm looking for someone who won't pretend Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel, Someone who can keep me real and who knows the way The way I like to have my wayAnd I'm looking for someone who takes me there, Wants to share, shows he cares Im Thinking you're the one that I've been waiting for I'm looking for someone to share my pain Someone who I can run to, who will stay with me when it rains Someone who I can cry with through the night Someone who I can trust who's heart is right And I'm looking for someone Is it you? is it you? Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for Could you be the one for me? Could you be the one I need? bB feL succeeded at 3:15 AM. Friday, January 4, 2008
Finally managed to upload some pictures in my computer. I've kept my promised to my dear readers :) i'm so happy. RANDOM PICTUES     [ I'm FUCKING EXHAUSTED ] bB feL succeeded at 3:16 PM. Tuesday, January 1, 2008
Happy 2008 =D 1st post of the year! I'm not really happy because i've not achieved anything in 2007 and it's 2008 now. Time flies. I hope this 2008 will be a wonderful one for me as well as my baby and my lovely family. Year 2007 was not a good year for me thus i hope all bad luck and unhappy stuff will not follow me to year 2008 :) Thanks and i'll be greatful.! REally!! Hope that i can finally start my school in 08 and complete it with flying colours so than i can advance to the next level. As for baby, too many things happened to us in 07 and we both are truly exhausted by now though it's just the begining of 2008. But i still hope that we can both stay strong and hold on together. I'm unreasonable and you are bastard so it's fair for the both of us. I hope all 'SHITS' can leave us for good so we can stay happily forever. I don't wish to see those effort we put in through this few years are washed down the drain just like that. As long as you are with me, i'm happy. I hope you are feeling the same too. Last, but not least, i wish everyone could be happy and are all filled with love in the year of RATS (2008). bB feL succeeded at 3:32 PM. |
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