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Friday, February 29, 2008
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(Above mention is just for entertainment) -Bored- bB feL succeeded at 2:29 AM. Thursday, February 28, 2008
Aiyo~ i've mixture of 3 different kind of stress recently. (1) Work (Monday-Saturday). From 9am-1pm with many idiots around, knowing that i only work half day everyday (to be exact is 4hrs/day) but still left so many undone things for me to settle everyday. How am i going to finish so many things that had to be done the previous day plus current day's thing? And now i even have an additional table beside me for me to stack my unfinished stuff up! Can't imagine rite? I already got 2 initially (1 big normal desk and 1 table) now i've got 3 in total plus 2 cupboard boxes!!!! (2) School (Monday-Friday) soon Sunday will have classes as well. From 2pm-5pm and with barely that 3hours/day class, i've to complete a module in a month~! Can you imagine the pace to study? Poly's and JC's use 2-3years to complete a course (which means on average of like 3-4mths/module or even more) and i, we need to complete it in a months' time! I'm already like 3/4 lost in space flying to planet Mars soon. If i still don buck up and start revising real hard, i guess i'll be at Pluto soon :( I've been studying till late mid night like 2-4am almost everyday and got to wake up at 8am to work the next day. I'm feeling damn exhausted please~ (3) Relationship problems which happens almost everyday (on average of 5hours of my 24hrs a day) which really pissed me real real real off at certain time till i couldn't concentrate on paying attention / revising at home or in school at all~! This make me waste even more time on studying becaused i have to read through a simple passage for many many time before it got into my brain (i wonder if the data can be stored in my brain or not) :D My leg cramp recently is getting worst! It use to occur only once in a month or more on 1 of my leg (rarely it occur in both leg at once). But now it happens like almost everyday la~! On both leg at a time! How to walk? I can't even stand la~ While walking from Ms to Bugis with baby, lin and shu today, i can feel slightly cramp on my leg but i still manage to continue walking. But the time i reach the overhead bridge, both just become seriously cramp and i just fell on the steps. Damn paisay la~! Everybody that walked pass will take an extra look on me. Zz. After searching on the net and i realise that adrenal and thyroid glandular activity are diminished due to continued or extreme stress from a poor diet, fatigue or other causes, resulting in nutritional depletion and/or damage to the glands. Psychological or emotional stress can also play a leading role in some cases. AND THERE'S NO CURE FOR LEG CRAMP!!!!! Anyway, this is something i did for baby~ For an uncreative person like me (who can score a pathetic of 10 marks for Art examination) did something specially for that ABCDEFG guy! EVERYTHING IS DONE BY ME OK! Envelope  Front view of the card  Inner part of the card
Good night peeps :) bB feL succeeded at 12:55 AM. Wednesday, February 27, 2008
I've just realise that i've nobody to turn to when i needed somebody the most bB feL succeeded at 11:31 PM. Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Stupid Joe and his soya bean milk P/s: 3/4 lost in space during Econs lesson ... ... ... bB feL succeeded at 7:43 PM. ~Love my girls~ awaiting for the new baby in our group in Mar/Apr :) bB feL succeeded at 7:40 PM. Sunday, February 24, 2008
Baby surprise me by poping outside my door today~ LOVES <3 bB feL succeeded at 7:35 PM. Saturday, February 23, 2008
Saturday was kill by going spree- ing at MS and BV with kailin :) bB feL succeeded at 7:34 PM. Friday, February 22, 2008
I was damn dumb today la~~~!!!!!! Today's the second day of school but it's just an induction class which doesn't involve in teaching of any module. I overslept today (as usual). I start work at 9am but i only managed to wake up at 8.30am! Did my usual stuff and rushed off bringing all my books to school !!! Cos' I did not pack my bag yesterday and was rushing off this morning without noticing anything at all :( This teaches everyone to pack your bag the day before just in case anything happen the next day till you have no time to bring the necessary things out (or bringing more than what you need) like me :( And that bunch of 'friends'just laugh their ass out when i reached school holding that big Econs book! Zzz. Rojak and the rest was disturbing me the whole day saying "hey! I don't understand what that lecturer was saying. Can explain?" or "I felt that i can fly back home since my bag was so light" and "i think you are the dumbest in the whole class because no one seems to have bought thier books to class". Oh yah! Did i mention that my first module of this course was ECONOMICS ?!!!!!! Sucks big time man! I think i can just wait for my doom date on Mar! What the hell~ heard alot of people say it'll kill u straight (head shot) instantly. Sounds scary ah?! I managed to find some time and flip through the book a little grin and found out that it's such a boring yet DIFFICULT module la~! Die!!! (the facts it that it contains so many words which could just make me fall asleep immediatly). bB feL succeeded at 7:20 PM. Thursday, February 21, 2008
Gosh~ class were like almost 3/4 pack with C-H-I-N-A students!!!!! I'm not trying to be hightlight whatever shits. I just feel kinda hard to communicate with those chinese people la~! It's like 1 chicken and 1 duck trying to get to a point (hardly impossible to do it right?) Fortunately, there's a few locals which is very 'garm' to me. We just click very well in like 10mins time? We make good partners man! But sad thing is that they are not taking the same course as me. I guess probably i'll still get to study with them till Sep :( Then we'll be seperated to different class due to different courses. P/s: There's only like 3-4 handsome dudes in my class :( bB feL succeeded at 7:11 PM. Wednesday, February 20, 2008
I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOO excited!!!!! School is starting TOMORROW!!!!! bB feL succeeded at 9:12 PM. Tuesday, February 19, 2008
I'm so bored right now despite having cough, flu, sore throat and headache now! :) I must stay strong because tomorrow is my 1st day of school~ (but somehow i still felt super restless) While trying to clear out some of my pictures in the computer, I've found many many pictures of me and baby from the very very long time ago till now. We look so cute and funny please~ =D So let Missy Fel show you her precious collection xD This is 2008 CNY  Baby's 20th Bday (31/12/07)  Nov 2007 (baby's finally fallen into my hand)  I damn miss my long silky hair
Stop thinking so much please~! Half naked because weather was hot la! I looks kind of 'bah bah' (chubby) in this picture thou that is not my fattest moment.
 I love this picture~ Nice what! Baby always complaint cannot see our face. .jpg) Baby's 19th Bdae (31/12/06)  1st pic with baby after fighting for a super duper long period of time because of 1 useless fucker. I hope we have not have anymore fights!
See my hair become curly. Most of you didn't know that i have my hair perm before right? Haha! Many say i look old in perm :( The reason why you peeps always see me with the same straight hair is because baby dislike me in perm! Fel's 19th bdae (26/07/06) .jpg)
 I like baby in this hair~ like Astro!!! This is the period where baby love me most!!!!! .jpg)
 This is baby's 2nd book out if i'm not wrong. See baby with super short hair :) He loves me and i knew it! Cos' he only can see me on every weekend
For the pleasure of your viewing and i have to post this ugly picture for everybody to see~ OMG!!! Look at baby~ he look soooooo cute rite?! Damn baby face~ And there~! Our very 1st picture!! In 2004 (or beginning of 2005) can't remember already :) We didn't look close right? Cos' we've just got together and both of us are still very shy :) HAHAHA!! I'm so damn ugly with that 'Kuku' hair! And baby was even CUTER! Haha.  And there~ baby pictures of me and baby~ See! I adore him when i was young! I'm eyeing on him even when posting for photo! =D   bB feL succeeded at 8:31 PM. Monday, February 18, 2008
Monday Blues is what i'm experiencing now~ -help- Some pictures to my dear reader. Finally i have time to upload pictures and post it :) recently i like to go out w/o make up  taken with 'L' :)
After giving him a scolding and ask him to get lost to allow us take a proper picture for this new year, his head is still there~ -give up-  Grrrrrrr~ bB feL succeeded at 8:05 PM. Saturday, February 16, 2008
Went to kailin's place today straight after i knock off with baby. Damn early please~ baby's crazy idea. Not many people were there. When we reached, they've already started on MJ session and thus we've nothing to do. Slack and stare into spaces till late afternoon when baobei they all come (at least more happening). Lose $40 bucks together with baby. Our luck starts to drain out of our life already :( Lucky we didn't stay in the game for long, i think we'll lose more! Was there at lin's place from 2plus till 9plus~ doing nothing. Can't imagine but though have lots of nice food there to eat :) pampered me a little grins of it. My diet programme will starts from today onwards. Everyone is getting skinnier but i'm the only one that is getting fatter. So afraid of wearing tight blouse or pants now. All my fats and spare tyre are showing off!! -Process of dieting- bB feL succeeded at 7:55 PM. Friday, February 15, 2008
Fought with baby today and well, i'm useless. I burst out into tears at work. (i cried so long) and ended up my make up all gone~ (it's only around 11am) zzz Useless to to keep dropping tears for this heartless guy. I ain't going to cry for him any more. But i can't held my tears back whenever he shout or treat me bad. When is he going to turn back to his old self? But he is sweet enough to come pick me up from work and apologise. So i hope this kind of thing will not happened to us again. It's very heart breaking to have this kinda bull shits thingy happening again and again. We have been fighting almost everyday ever since last sunday. I hope all this can end. I really can't take it anymore man. I hope he can read my post more often so he knows what i'm thinking. And please, i wanted to tell all his singles friends. Please do not date my bf out so often can? I mean once in awhile can la~ but don't u all know that he's attached? He needs time to spend with his GF as well ! Stop calling him all the time!! Date other singles friends out la!!!! You only have my BF as friends only meh?! Why must u all keep calling him all the time? Day and night! Well, seeing us quarrel u feel shiok is it? Cock will stand? WTF la. I have enough la~ and don't keep calling him to go out at late nights la~ you guys don't need rest my BF needs and he needs plenty of rest for work the next day. You all feel lonely so go find a new GF la~ or if you have tonness of money can go geylang la. Stop disrupting me and my BF sweet life can? Having to quarrel core reason always because of u peep. You all not 'paisay' meh?!?! Save some pride for yourselves la! bB feL succeeded at 12:17 AM. Thursday, February 14, 2008
It's been long time since i last blogged again. I'm pure lazy to blog. Hope u peeps out there will have patience to wait for my other post to be uploaded. Hmmm, V'tine day is not wonderful for me at all. My stupid Mr. BF is not sweet at all please!!! First, he did not give me any present, secondly, he bought a guy friend to come along for our date!! WTH. Since when our romantic v'tine date become a threesome? We fought after having our dinner at NYDC and i just walk off. And guess what my Mr. Nice BF did? He and his friend just go off without chasing me back! Not even turning his head to look at me! Just walk off like that!!!!! Such an unforgettable v'tine night for me which nobody will encounter with their bf/gf on this special day meant for couples ONLY!! Anyway, big surprise at work because i received a big bouquet of flowers from an unknown person. Is super big bouquet of Lily please~ (not my fav. flowers anyway) It's the second time i receive flowers at work. But sad to say, both not sent by my Nice BF! When i went out, I so happy to see that nobody's bouquet of flowers is as big as mine~ weee!!! -Proud- =D Thanks to that someone who bought me that flowers :) But i can't show off to anyone la~ too bad i put that bunch of flowers in the car. Haha. (cos' baby don't like) That's all folks~ no pics taken today because i'm damn pissed with him!!!!!! bB feL succeeded at 12:01 PM. Monday, February 11, 2008
Once again, it is proven that changing my temper and attitude does not help me in anyway. People around me tends to take me for granted so why am i trying so hard to change and pleased others but not myself? Well, thoughts of changing back to my old self have been flashing by. Still considering whether to change or not to change. Changing back to my old self is not a hard thing to do as there's a saying: 'A leopard will never change it's own spot'. But to change to a good temper me actually takes a long time and strong determination to do so. People around me are starting to build 'Mansion' on my head while i'm still forcing myself to hold my temper down. Why am i doing all these shits when no one even try to appreciate it a liltle grin of it? Who do not have temper? Can anyone tell me? I can say that even the God can't swear that he don't. But why can't people just try to accomodate a little so that nothing bad will happened? I believe sooner or later i'll be the same old me again. Please don't puch me to my limit. You'll will regret. I'm trying to be very nice all the time already. Don't take me for granted. bB feL succeeded at 4:47 PM. Sunday, February 10, 2008
Sorry for not blogging for so many day since CNY eve. I've been so damn busy going for reunion dinner and basically gambling from house to house :) My luck this year was so much better than the past few years and i'm so HAPPY :) Nothing much to blog because all i did this few days was visiting, gambling and eating. Ang bao money was getting lesser and lesser even with baby's side of contribution. A total of less than $250 excluding my cab fares :( such disappointment. [Ah long pte ltd] is a boring show. Is too 'lame' for such elegant people like me to watch. Everyone in the theater laugh like crazy while i was not laughing at all. There's only 1 part in the whole show that makes me laugh. Can't imagine that! Waste my $10 for such a stupid show! Rate 1/5! As usual, that 'Fellow' did not give me any ang bao this year (or i can say every year, only once). Well, if i want to say anything sarcastic to him, i would say "I don't look forward to your ang bao anyway! Whether i have it or not, it does not make any different to me and i'm SO use to not having you and taking your ang bao for years." It's Monday again. I'm so not looking forward to that. V'tine day is coming, have to start brainstorm-ing again. I hope to give baby something special this year because i'm in budget. School starting soon. :) Well, nothing is more expensive compare to home-made stuff =D p/s: tpt i hope you are reading and i guess this year your luck wasn't good ah :) WAHAHAHAHa -evil smile-. Let's look forward for 2009's CNY bB feL succeeded at 11:55 PM. Thursday, February 7, 2008
Finally i change my blog song! But too bad i couldn't find the original version of it. This blog song is actually a remix but it's still as nice la~! Bye peeps :) Gaming in session bB feL succeeded at 1:22 AM. Wednesday, February 6, 2008
Happy Birthday To My Beloved CC Kor :) I was glad i didn't get any scoldings today if not i'll sure to get screw up and F them off :) Tonnes of things waiting for me to complete but yet due to not enough man-power, i have to multi task and do someone else work as well! Definatly, i could not complete what i should have before i left for home :) Reached home, get prepared and proceed to baby's house for reunion dinner. I damn hungry by that time because i did not have anything since morning i went to work. P/s: My relative have been complaining to my mum that i have not been going for visiting for so many years :) Guess i shall go and show my pretty face to them next year if not they'll miss me like hell =D Good luck to me for tomorrow and all the way :) [New Year . New Dreams . New Wishes] bB feL succeeded at 12:47 AM. Tuesday, February 5, 2008
I'm getting more and more excited as CNY is coming soon. Excited not because of those ang bao thingy but for the long weekend that i'll be having! How i wish there's more to come. 4 days ain't enough for me at all. Excluding those time taken up for visiting and gambling, i'm only left with such pathetic hours for my beauty rest. Went to MS to meet cc to celebrate his birthday. But instead of me forking out the money for his meal, he snatch and pay for it himself! WTH. I've never seen birthday boy fighting to pay his own meal and refused to accept other people's offer. Zzz. Well, then we went over to find baby but he was too busy to entertain me so we went to ang bao river to explore. There's something different this year compared to last year >> THE FUNFAIR :) But, looking at those rides over there, i just felt pretty exhausted to enjoy those triller rides :( I guess this is not a good year for me to play those rides and i might be a little too old to play it the next year. Haha. I left home quite early yesterday even before exploring the whole place caused i'm really too tired and i still have to wake up early for a half day work tomorrow. ♥ In Process Of Walking To My Dream Land ♥ bB feL succeeded at 1:34 AM. Sunday, February 3, 2008
Out with buddy today. That stupid rain spoilt our planning and we are stuck in the middle now heading to don't no where? LOLS. Poor buds, as usual i'm super late whenever i'm meeting him. Haha. Shall blog again when i reach home. Buddy is getting inpatient. >>>> UPDATED >>>> Well, as usual i'm late for like 1hour and poor buds was waiting at the bus stop catching the rain. First stop we went to bugis and it was super pack. I think that Jay Chou is there advertising his new movie la! Bo liao, chinese new year people all rushing to buy clothing than they set such a big stage there blocking all the way and make it pack like sandwitch :( We had a super hard time shopping/browsing for clothings but we've got no choice but to stay there caused it's stil raining quite heavliy outside. Then we headed to FEP because buddy wants to buy his top and shoes. In the end i got myself a pair of shorts and it's so finally please~ We went all the way down from FEP to Wisma to Taka then to Herren. And finally at the last stop we both are happy people =D Buds bought his shoes and i got my shoes. YEAH~ Well, my happy weekend ended just like that. Monday approaching soon. Bad monday blue mood is here again. *Baby is jealous about me going out with buddy =D I'm so happy at least i knew he STILL care for me so much :) I damn crazy la, i knew that. [How i wish sometimes that i can share baby's joy and sorrows] bB feL succeeded at 1:49 PM. Saturday, February 2, 2008
Whao, i have been really very busy with all my last minute stuff. Damn it! And work was pretty tired and usual with all those craps and shits. Hasn't been really updating my blog for those few who is still reading it. Well, here comes my long but boring entry with no pictures as usual because all the pics are with my baby~! Friday Same routine for all my friday and this has been going on for the past many many months. After that i went to town to meet my sweetest baby for some CNY spree and in the end i got nonthing for myself. I wonder what's wrong with all my usual habits. I couldn't stand those crowds anymore, can't buy as many things as i can before and i simply feel very tired after a short while with my killer heels. Went to have my favourite "Hung Hee" (sambal stingray) and preceed home. Something bad happened which upset me and baby. I could say it affected me more la! Someone (quite close to me but very close to baby) called and said somethings that is not very nice to me. (WHICH ARE ALL NOT TRUE!!!!!!) I did not defence for myself as i don't want more things to happened, so i kept quiet (and i can't believe that i did that!) and than baby blew off and ... ... Well, i did not expect things to happen like that because i've so much plannings for the week ahead and now i'm stuck as all planning was destroyed! K-O at 12mn with baby because we'll have a super long day tomorrow. OR i should say that I will have a super long day tomorrow as i'll be waking up earlier than him! Saturday Work was rather pissed today because someone elses did things in her/his own pace and expect everyone to stay when it's a SATURDAY! It's not as late as what you guys are thinking. I just trying to be say so to make my post look longer :) It's just me. I'm feeling agitated. Time is running out and i still have not get anything for my new year!!!!!!! Headed to vivo after work trying to get my reserve bag from my friend. But he reserved the wrong bag!!! Such disappointment. I thought i'll have a new school bag from puma and it's really nice. Since then, everything doesn't seems right for me. I'll walk the wrong direction and have to walking back again and again, tried on many clothings but none makes me want to bring them home, almost fell down as the floor was wet (after the rain) and PEOPLE BEHIND ME WALK LIKE DAMN AS IF NO ONE WAS IN FRONT OF THEM AND KEEP SPLASHING THOSE WATER ON MY LEG and things that finally caught my eyes went out of sizes!!!!!!! *argh* In the end baby spent like almost $700 bucks on himself, his little brother and sister but i've got nothing for myself at all. Bullshit! I was damn exhausted already please. Everywhere is so packed with people going for last minute shopping. I think i'll go for a last minute shop on new year eve and maybe i'll have many gains :) Discount and blah blah blah~ wahahaha Waiting for my Jay's concert 2007 album to download complete. So i'll still continue my post. I wonder where i should go on CNY's Eve because my planning was gone~ someone please give some suggestion? Hmmm, i hate reunion dinner with the others 'extra' members. How i wish a simple dinner at my house with my close kins on the Eve will be the best of all. I'm falling asleep and i'm in dead shit if i still can't get to bed early. I'll have to wake up ealy tomorrow because i'll be meeting buds for another spree-ing session. I hope i can get something tomorrow. I need to get some rest. I'm extremly tired already. The day after tomorrow it's Monday again but it's CNY soon =D bB feL succeeded at 2:11 AM. |
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This is taken on chinese new year don't know which day. Think is the third day or whatsoever. My irritating brother is disturbing us taking a nice and proper photo. See picture 1 he is walking towards our direction. Can see his hand between me and baby.
Then he getting closer. Can see his shoulders already.
