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Tuesday, July 31, 2007
What hurts the most Was being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was tryin' to do bB feL succeeded at 9:30 PM. Monday, July 30, 2007
omg.. i can feel the stress of working in my present job now.. the stupid boss realli expects me to know everything! i really mean EVERYTHING..!! he's like keep asking me wad have you learnt and wad have you learnt? omg man.. i mean.. he don have to keep remind me every single thing.. which i tink is realli damn bo liao.. plus.. if i realli dunno something.. obviously i will go and ask ard rite? u don hab to keep asking me all e time.. making me feel like i'm realli a dumbass.. a retarded that needs extra care.. zzzz.. dear god.. if u realli love me.. if let me strike 4-D & Toto 1st prize can?? i really need the money to further my studies man.. damn god please.. sad.. i realli don wish to wait another 1 more year be4 i can get back to study.. why am i born to be poor?? poor is not a crime.. but why does all the poor need so much effort to do something while the rich can juz do it with juz click? why only the rich can have all e benefits and advantages but the poor dont?? why the rich always become richer while the poor become poorer??   .jpg) bB feL succeeded at 9:10 PM. Sunday, July 29, 2007
pay day.. pay day.. counting down.. i don wan to burnt any of my weekends again.. e feeling of staying at hm thur e whole mth's weekends was sucks.. pls return me my freedom.. i love $$$$$ ("v") bB feL succeeded at 4:19 PM. Saturday, July 28, 2007
oh.. rain.. why muz it keeps raining all the time??? spoil mood lehs.. hahas.. didnt went anywhrere todae lohs.. acc babee hm to change and den wetk our time to slack n rest awhile den come back hm le.. is kinda bo liao.. cos it's like frm henderson to woodlands den woodlands to henderson.. even my mum was laughing at us.. hahas.. well.. it's kinda bored man.. when will my upcoming pay reaches my bank?? hahas.. im realli damn broke liao.. pls gib me back my freedom.. it's been long long long time since i went shopping craze!!! zzzz.. i hope babee n my pay is enough 4 us to endure shopping spree till next pay comes again!! lols.. i mish shopping~!!! i mish movies~~!! i mish dinning out~~~!!! i mish everything~~~~~!!!!! bB feL succeeded at 1:56 PM. Friday, July 27, 2007
("v")HaPpP bDaE tO dArLiNg Yi("v") welcome to the world of twenties =D it's quite a fun day at work todae.. cos my bosses somehow got to know my bdae was ytd and they made an effort to buy me a meal todae as a replacement.. =p so nice of em.. cos i've onli started work like not even a mth? and they treat me lunch at 1 of dis dunno wad hotel's resturant.. so sweet rite? i'll promise to work realli hard 4 them n try to buck up on my excel skills.. hmmm.. tinking back.. it's kinda of nice working there.. so far so gd.. i'm saying dis not bcos they treat me lunch todae.. cos it's like they already treat me as part of em.. thou i onli work for such short period of time there.. n can consider still a noobs.. hahas.. well well.. i hab i can buck up on my skills and etc so i can leave without regreats in Oct.. skool.. im coming~~!! pls wait 4 me dis time rd.. I REALLI REALLI DON WISH TO MISS ANY ENROLMENT [[A.G.A.I.N.]].. GD LUCK TO ME~* HOPE SKOOL WILL BE FINE("V") bB feL succeeded at 11:35 PM. Thursday, July 26, 2007
♥~Happy Birthday To me~♥ may all my wishes come true & may my freedom day come real soon bB feL succeeded at 10:08 PM. Wednesday, July 25, 2007
 1 more day to my big "Whoo Hoo" gd bye to"T.E.E.N." bB feL succeeded at 9:02 PM. Tuesday, July 24, 2007
~HaPPy BdaE LGJ ♂~ im feeling so bored todae.. mood swing again.. OMG.. why am i not excited for my upcoming bdae at all??? i've got no plannings.. no bdae mood.. no nth.. i juz feel like a normal day with not ordinary mood.. tt's all.. so did any of u save enough money to buy my long-waiting present?? hahas.. hope so.. well.. i'm damn tired lohs.. dunno why dis stupid job required so much of my energy till no matter how much i rest.. how much i slack at work.. i stil felt so so so so tired.. realli tired to do anything.. i mean EVERYTHING.. waiting so hard for my yet-to-come pay day... hmmm.. 2 days pass.. everybody's mood was stil like how it was on e 21st of july 2007.. i guess it will really takes sometimes for us to get thru dis.. cos we stil can accept e fact tt our beloved fren.. beloved bro.. has left us juz liddat.. without a word.. can anyone tell me why does all e gd ppl always hab dis kind of..... [ok.. i don wish to talk abt it anymore] juz let e image of our beloved fren stays in our heart forever.. ("v") [21st July 2007, 7.15pm]  will not be posting anything abt Ji frm tml onwards.. cos he'll be in our heart ♥ bB feL succeeded at 8:25 PM. Monday, July 23, 2007
("v")3 more days to bb fel's big day........ hope tt someone out there can buy me a T20 camara!! thank you bB feL succeeded at 8:13 PM. Sunday, July 22, 2007
HAPPY BDAE TO 'GUGU' ("v") todae was a day with lots of mix feeling.. went to my biggest aunt 60th bdae charlet at Aloha Loyang... it was cool.. so big.. with 5 bed rooms.. 8 bed which include queen size and single bed.. cool sia.. they have living rooms.. kitchen.. it's juz like a bungalo.. damn big.. it was pretty fun.. cos i can see my cute darling there.. hahas.. den it was like.. i reached there within 20mins.. i kana 3 mosquito bite.. scary sia.. pasir ris was like e most dangerours zone in sinapore for dangue fever lo.. den i was like.. wth.. i already spray lots of mosquito repellent on my whole body and i wiill stil get 3 mosquito bite.. my big day is coming.. i hope nth bad will fall on me anymore.. the day was quite sunny when i went there.. but when we started bbq-ing.. e rain started to pour.. spoil mood.. waste my effort starting e stupid fire.. waste my energy.. this teachers me not to be a kpo next time when there's a bbq.. becos i've got a big blisters on my hand.. the main arena .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) the stupid mosquito bite on my leg the durain feast .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) my bdae aunt ("v")
words for Ji: i'll mish youR laughter... i'll mish youR smile... i'll mish youR jokes... i'll mish youR everything.. nv will i forget you.. i swear i won't..!! hope u'll rest in peace and have a better life in another world.. may god bless you.. bB feL succeeded at 10:18 PM. Saturday, July 21, 2007
5 more days to Bb Fel's big 'two zero' whoo.. todae was another tiring day man...! stupid ba bee woke up so damn early and tt supid tv was damn loud disturbing my nice sweet slp lo.. zzzzzz.. woke me up so early dunno 4 wad??!! it was like 12pm or earlier only lo..!!! was planning to go out.. den things drag on till 2plus.. and..... [expected] went over to hong's place n hab our 1st meal.. and my plate of chicken wing rice wad like..... 2 chicken wing n rice.. i 4got 2 tk a pic of it.. like so pathetic lo.. nth else at all lo.. waste my $$.. stupid.. aft that went over to hong's place n slack.. updated -----> [1.04am] stupid irritating liar.. i damn dislike u lo.. stop the lies please.. u noe e reason of wad i'm doing.. u r no longer trustworthy.. why do u wan to make it even worst?? stop all ur lying tricks.. i'll nv believe it anymore.. i don wan to be a dumbass forever.. Luisa Esposito is my Italian name.. wahahas.. and oh yah.. i almost 4get.. //-happy bdae to Xiao Fei-//  look alike? =p bB feL succeeded at 2:36 AM. Friday, July 20, 2007
todae finished work damn late lo.. ot til 7pm.. sians.. was damn tired already.. didnt have a gd slp ytd bcos ba bee was so irritaing disturbing my gd slp.. hope he feels e same at work too.. hahas.. knock off already went over to ba bee's workplace n wait for him to finish work.. zzz.. keep calling me to check where were i but den finishes work @ 7.45pm.. very funny rite?? den was like e world was so small.. i went over to Fila n sae xiao qi there.. hahas.. it's been great to see long lost friend.. stopped by n chit chat awhile.. i went back to ba bee's side n his face was all black lo.. ! thou i like black colour.. but i don like it to be on his face.. giving me all shits of attitude.. den i found out tt e bitch tt he always mention to me was.... LOLS..! no wonder.. damn funny lo.. i love my bao bei ba bee.. hee hee.. BBBB! -("v")-> [27.11.02] was too tired to sae anything more.. hahas.. fall aslp on ba bee's lap soon aft i watch finish my fav. show at e moment.. hahas.. p/s: thx adela for editing my blog.. hahas..
this is quite true man.. i love dis test.. hahas.. quite.. not meaning everything.. haahs  loves =D
 my cute ba bee ("v") bB feL succeeded at 1:11 AM. Thursday, July 19, 2007
todae was an offical freedom day for bB FeL =p no more worries.. no more nightmares.. no more headaches.. no more misery.. no irritaing appionments... p/s: but with strings attached =(  a big family photo with my 2 aunties frm canada bB feL succeeded at 7:20 PM. Wednesday, July 18, 2007
U-M-B-R-E-L-L-A damn bloody.. dunno wad'swrong wit e damn freaking whether.. OMG~! i've been bringing umbrella 4 e pass 2 days.. it juz like rain in dis second den before i realise it, within seconds... it STOPPED...! [zzzZZZ] it's like.. finally i don bother 2 bring it to work todae.. it was raining so big.. and like.. non-stop.. wad e hack????! den starts to rain again during my lunch break.. oh my.. den i was like wearing translucence white top lo.. WTF.. but... hahas.. i was glad e rain stopped when i finish my plate of duck rice.. wahahahas.. [dont tink so much] recently updated [21.07.07]--------> fucking hell.. dunno wad's damn wrong wit my blogger man.. stupid.. i hab been typing dis updated part 4 damn 3time n i says "error" den everything i type was like all G.O.N.E.!!! wth!! i was juz trying 2 say i met a fren when i went lunch todae.. den she offer me a job in her company.. sounds not bad.. i was trying to ask u all if u tink i should go.. til now when i can update it on e blog here i already rejected e job already lo.. damn it.. and was like.. i have already forgotten wad happened n wad i wanna blog already.. bye shit..... bB feL succeeded at 9:15 PM. Friday, July 13, 2007
yes.. it's friday~! but it's friday the 13th!!!! hahas.. i'm glad nth much happened to me todae.. juz tt e stupid boss gave me so much work to do todae.. hahas.. and he talk to me for almost 2hrs~ shag man.. i felt so sleepy listening to him repeating n repeatingly telling me the history of the skool and e things to do.. [zzzzz] well.. i went 2 meet my sec skool buds todae aft work.. and we were so bz talking til we onli came to realise that we haben got our dinner at 9+pm.. LOLS.. it's been so long since we last catch up with each other man.. we have so much n so much more to sae.. we juz cant keep our mouth shut~! wahahas.. well.. wad to do.. GIRLS..!!!! hahas.. and i went to buy a pair of high heels for work.. i realli like it.. actually was onli trying my luck to see if they stil have my size.. cos i went previously but it went out of size.. i'm so glad they did have it..!!! yeah~
.jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) no.. there's no problem wit your eyes.. i juz simply love dis pic ("v")
waiting for my ba bee to have dinner..... stil waiting... rite here waiting..... bB feL succeeded at 10:46 PM. Thursday, July 12, 2007
haaaas... life would never be the same when u have great friends..... i'm feeling so relief after letting go all e shits.. bB feL succeeded at 8:43 PM. Wednesday, July 11, 2007
yoz.. it's been so long since i last updated my blog man.. i'm realli damn tired aft work lo.. i swear man.. it's so bored til i felt so sleepy.. hahas.. bored = slack = tired. hahas.. actually nth much realli happened dis few days.. juz very simple lifestyle.. work.. go hm.. times up? slpzzzzzz... hahas.. hmm.. bB FeL IS lil Miss Happy =p [AGAIN] *No More Crying...!!!!* thx everybody for ur care n concern towards me recently.. muackssss.. dis is how my office look like.. wahahas.. .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) bB feL succeeded at 9:24 PM. Sunday, July 8, 2007
will you stil be there??!! p/s: ain't no crying no MORE..! bB feL succeeded at 3:11 PM. Saturday, July 7, 2007
finally got my bro's graduation day's photo frm his absent minded gf.. hahas.. upload 4 u guys to see.. i damn miss my tanned skin colour lo.. i look so healthy.. but.. i look so fair again now..!!!! hope u all enjoy viewing e pics.. =pPpPpPpPp           why am i so stupid??? why do i always keep believing thet u won lie 2 me anymore?? why do i always thot tt u noe u r wrong n u r trying 2 ask 4 forgiveness when u r not?? WHY?? I REALLI HAD ENOUGH ALREADY.. IF U REALLI STIL HAVE THE HEART.. PLEASE LET ME GO CAN?? PLESAE RELEASE MY STRESS.. STOP TORTURING ME AGAIN AND AGAIN.. STOP MAKING ME CRY AGAIN AND AGAIN.. WO ZHEN DE HENG XING KU..!!!!!! WO ZHEN DE HENG TAO YAN NI...!!!!!!! I REALLI HATE YOU LO.. *CAN SOMEONE HELP BABY FEL TO STOP CRYING???!!! THE TARO CARD THAT I'VE PICK:::
You are The StarHope, expectation, Bright promises. The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one. is dis realli true?? i hope it wil come true.. pls ask tt fellow to come quick n heals me fast..!! :+:I'VE GOT ENOUGH OF EVERYTHINGS:+: bB feL succeeded at 11:01 PM. Friday, July 6, 2007
ish juz another ordinary day todae.. woke up early in e morning.. and i'm juz feeling so moody n sleepy since i woke up.. dunno why.. stop tinkin so much.. i hasn't got my PMS.. so don link em 2gather ok?? hmmm.. e mood swing actually keep me frm concentrating on my work slightly.. til abt noon.. i suddenly juz burst out into tears.. and e most surprising thing is tt i'm in e toilet cryin for almost 45mins.. almost 3/4 of my brk time is gone..! e feeling is like accumulation of everything.. everything tt i've been facin n keep inside.. all juz burst out at once til i realli cant stop crying.. if it's not tt my brk is gonna end, i tink i'll stil b crying.. [laughs] i realli think i hasn't cry enough noe? i realli stil wishes 2 continue crying all e way til i juz let go of everything tt has accumulated for so long.. hmm.. laugh at me if u wan.. i don mind.. and i don care.. dis is juz me.. ! i swear i'm realli feeling alot better now.. and tt crying out does realli helps me frm continue workin 4 tt 4.5hrs.. at least it makes me cocentrate abit more.. thx all my caring frens tt's always there when i always needed ur help.. and thx 4 keep laughin at me and calling me a crybaby everytime i burst out into tears *which i tink i'm realli am* (even in e middle of late nite) and no matter how tired u all r.. u all wil always b there 4 me... i realli appreciate ur patient wit me thou i'm always saying e same thing.. Bb FeL wil b strong.. don worry.. thou i cant promise tt i won cry anymore.. but i'll learnt 2 cry less n takes thing easy.. i'll try 2 let go of wad i should let go.. 4get abt e bad memories.. look 4ward.. and take thing easy............. so many things juz happened.. why does all e bad things always fall on me?? y can't i juz lead a simple and normal life?? y does e happiness tt i have always don last?? why do i always have 2 keep everything inside when there's no one 2 share with me?? things r becoming more n more complicated now.. i realli dunno wad should i do.. who can b there 2 guide me thru??? i know i'm complaing.. but let me juz finish once and 4 all can?? i realli cant take it.. i'm juz afraid tt if i don, i wil start crying again at nite.. it has been lasted 4 so long.. crying all alone in e nite.. as i don wan 2 make ppl worried 4 me anymore.. ---->updated [11.37pm] y do u always have 2 lie? lying to me ish ur hobby?? i simply noe wad u r doin lo.. always say tired.. always sae bz.. but u can always do so many things with e others.. y not me?? am i realli arn't tt important 2 you anymore?? where do i stand in ur heart now?? i tink i don even stand rite at e btm lo.. i'm nowhere.. if i'm realli tt important.. u won neglect me at all.. not even if there's onli 5mins. it's not like e old you anymore.. u always sae i'm unreasonable.. why?? did u tk e time 2 sort things out wit me first? do u tk e effort 2 explain??? u can do so many things.. but not answering me.. not explaining to me.. not giving me time.. so how do u wan me to trust you? n don 4get i've caught u lying 4 far too many times already.. how do u wan me 2 ever believe you again? dis is not e way by gaining my trust lehs.. show MORE effort on e things u do to me can? :+:Bb FeL Will Be A Strong Gal:+: ...EverythinG ThaT HaS A BegininG HaS An End... bB feL succeeded at 11:52 PM. Thursday, July 5, 2007
wad am i to you now?? pls tel me.. i noe u don wish 2 talk.. but hu is gonna 'ti liang' me??? i'm ur nobody now lo... who's gonna gib me e sense of secure? e love..? e kisses..? e hugs...? e sayang...? if u realli very sick n tired of dis thing u can tel me de.. don keep trying 2 avoid it.. it won solve our problems.. i'm juz tryin 2 clarify thing wit u.. y do u tink i'm such annoying? *very tired* bB feL succeeded at 10:12 PM. Wednesday, July 4, 2007
Bb fel ish back in e virtual world~!!!!!!!!!!! well.. shall blog again tml.. as im realli tired aft work todae.. and i juz wanted 2 try out my NEW com... wahahahas... enjoy readin my blog again~ weeeee!!!!!! can post pic le~ u all won b bored readin my storybook le.. hahahahas.. dis com ish gd.. here.. juz some updated pics tt i promise 2 upload it in e past.. dis is sandy's ROM pics:    .jpg) .jpg) bB feL succeeded at 9:30 PM. |
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