My beloved Steffy will be moving to her 'NEW' home today. I'm sorry I can't be there to send you off because I'm afraid that I'll break down. Really sorry. I don't want you to see me in that state, so I rather not to send you through your last journey.

But rest assure for my heart will still be there with you.

I will never forget the smile and laughter that you had bought to me. The naggy words will always remain in my heart no matter what happened.

Although, FeL had learnt to eat, sleep and 'not cry', FeL really DO NOT KNOW how to go to work w/o you!!!

FELICIA IS VERY RELUCTANT TO GO TO WORK TOMORROW~!!!!!!!!

From tomorrow onwards, there'll be:-

No one there to call FEL every morning.

No one there to ask FEL what she wanna have for breakfast.

No one there to meet FEL at POST office and walk to the office together.

No one there to accompany FEL to the toilet to wash her water bottle every Monday.

No one there to 'steal' coffee powder and make coffee with FEL everyday.

No one there to call 649 to gossip & chit-chat with FEL.

No one there to lunch with FEL.

No one there to wait for FEL if she got to OT.

No one there to walk to the bus stop with FEL.

No one there to accompany FEL walked back to office if she left her things behind.

No one there to accompany FEL to NTUC for marketing.

No one there to share a packet of milk & Honeystar with FEL.

No one there to sing along with FEL.

No one there to teach FEL chinese song.

No one there to help FEL with those freaking chinese character.

No one there to shop with FEL when she had no companion.

No one there to count down with FEL to PAYDAY!

No one there to care for FEL.

No one there to nag at FEL.

No one there to listen to FEL.

No one there to advise FEL.

No one there to encourage FEL to buck up when she is down.

No one there to share the telepathy anymore~!!!


Silly girl!! Why must you leave before me?! You are not even 21! You are still very young to leave this world!! You always tell me you cannot die 1st because you are not even 21 yet! You are still not an adult yet.

But why did you leave me now?!! Big silly~!! I have yet to pass you the birthday present know? 20 more days to your 21st. But I would never get a chance to celebrate with you anymore......



Dear Honey,

Yes, I might still be very sad and stunned that you are gone. But rest assure that I will bear in mind all the things that you have said to me. All the memories that we share.

I will buck up and live my life on smiling and not crying anymore for I know that you would not want to see me crying for you anymore.

Stephanie is a very very strong girl. Felicia can be a very strong girl too~ Don't you worry for FEL anymore ok? Move on and stay happy in another world. I believe all the sweet and cute angels will be there to look after you.

My greatest condolences to Suxin and your family. Promise will be there to help you look after them if any of them needs my help! So my dear silly, please please please rest in peace.





Last but not least, your favourite song to go along WITH. Thanks for intro-ing and teaching me sentence by sentence how to sing this whole piece of song. LOVE IT bcos' you like it! :)








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