It's 23.01.2010, the day that you and all of us have been waiting for - to get together and pay you a visit on this special day!

First and foremost, "Happy Birthday Honey~!!".

Yeah, I might not be able to take lots of pictures with you on this special day of yours anymore. But I'm really gladiolus that your family had invited me to pay you a visit on this special occasion of yours.

I hope you love all the sinful food we've bought for you :) Hope you'll become fatter! xD

Chatted with your mummy just now. Yup! She's very strong. And I'm glad that all your family members & friends are~!!

I know that your can't bear to leave us. But that's fate darling. God loves you. That's why he is bringing you to stay with him and those cute and sweet angels - because he "sayang" you more than us so, you're there first.

So my dear Honey, be a good girl alright?

Move on and stay in your "new home". Don't go back and stay in your old house anymore. You don't want us to worry for you again right? Staying at your old house is not good for you so, please my dear, please move on and stay at your "new home".

Fel promise you that she will go visit and accompany you to chit-chat and "irritate" you when she got the time. Alright honey?!

Secondly, seriously, I'm trying to be a good girl. That explains why I'm able to blog this post for you on this lovely Saturday night - FEL DID NOT GO CLUB & DRINK TODAY~!!!

"- Remember to eat breakfast
- Remember to take good care of myself
- Remember to drink less
- Remember to club lesser
- Remember to * lesser
- Remember to shop lesser
- Remember to save money
- Remember not to step in further
- etc, etc."

YES! I still remember all the things that you've once said to me. Everything still remains very vividly running though my head all the times, anytime ; anywhere.

No worries about FEL anymore alright?

Thirdly, I hope you can bare in mind whatever things I talk to you today at your "new home". I really hope you can hear them. Come to my dreams and tell me if you heard them!!

I'm sorry I promised to bring you OCK's mushroom puff. But that bloody shop wasn't open on Saturday!! I thought it was so I din't get it on the previous day thinking that I would want you to enjoy a fresher ones.

Promise you I'll get you 1 when I pay you the next visit.!!

Lastly, I still wishes you will be happy in that another life you got. Come to my dreams and talk to me more about it alright? IMY ♥




[ "Happy Birthday" AhTan ]