[16.01.10]

15 days had gone. But your image is still very vividly flashing across my mind. Where are you now my dear Honey? Why did you appeared in Beibei & Shidah's dream but not mine??!!

Since yesterday, the thought of you suddenly became very strong!! I thought that I've manage to surpress them all deep down already. But lil' did I know that I still can't lie to myself.

I knew that I shouldn't have said this. And I should have live and move on with my life happily w/o you already. But I REALLY STILL MISSES YOU ALOT!!

I seriously missed your naggy-ness! PLEASE COME AND NAG ME!!!

Life have been going on well for me w/o your existence for the past 15 days.

Suxin and family have been very strong too. So you don't have to worry. I've been consistently contacting Suxin and getting updates of everyone in your family - Your mummy is very sweet too. Just like you!

As for Yixiang, I'm very proud of him too. The last time I chatted with him was days before he went for his trip. He is doing good too.! Although, I can sense that he is not that good when he talk about the day the incident happened, but at least, he is trying!
[Oh, and i asked him to wear that shirt you bought for him to visit you next Saturday!! Are you enthusiastic to see him?!! I KNOW YOU ARE!! DON'T DENYING!! Heehee!!]

I'll be visiting you at your new home in exactly 1 more week!! Are you excited to see me?! I will be bringing you some of your favourite food together with your beloved friends, family and your YIXIANG, for you to share with your new friends out there. I'm sorry, your mummy says that we can't bring any gifts for you on that day, we are only asked to bring you all your favourite food.

But nonetheless, I know as long as me and the rest were there, you will be very delighted already, right? :)

I will try to search for the nicest MM plush you like and give it to you on your 49th day alright? So just wait patiently!!

So my dear Silly, if you are reading this from the above, please blessed everyone of them including me too, alright?! Oh, and don't forget to come into my dreams and give me 4 good-winning numbers so that I can strike 4D on your behalf ah~!! xD

I missed letting you scold every Wednesday cos' of 4D. Heehee! So I'm here to provoke you so that you will enter my sweet dream tonight and scold me!! Don't hide anymore, I know you had been enduring hard for the past few days! :P

... And talking about 4D, I still remembered very clearly that I woke you up from your super sweet dreams telling you that WE strike 4D~ HAHAHA!!

And ended up, I made a mistake because I remembered the number WE bought wrongly! HAHAHAH!! $500 gone~ You $#^%^&*% me a lil' and went back to your sweet dreams and continue your $#@%&^# the next day you see me! Heehee!

K, I think I gonna stop before you ask me not to "irritate" you again!! AH! I miss that word "irritate" coming out from your mouth!! Come, come and scold me tonight ah!!

I DON'T FREAKING CARE!! IT'S A DEAL~! SEE YOU TONIGHT!!


P.s: Marlon bought you your favourite Tarts from Pilippines!! 1 whole box hor!! I will bring it to you on Saturday too~ Please pray hard I don't finished them before Saturday comes! :)

I know if your are here, you confirm will let me finish them. But I DON'T HAVE YOUR PERMISSION NOW LA~
[Still the same sentence, "COME TO MY DREAMS - tell me if you allow me to eat your food!!"] Heehee!




[ I STILL MISS YOU!! ]