Sometimes I just felt being treated like a FOOL~

So much more of effort made over the years,
So much more of endurance,
So much more of being together for so long
So much more of dishearted stuff happening over and over again.

Tell me, what's more for me?

When I'm happy, I'll always share the latest news with you. When there's gossip, I always tell you all the latest 1st hand information. On the other hand, I'm always the last to know of every single thing regardless happy or sad moment, big or small event.

I'm always kind enough for not showing off my SAP to anyone, reason being I treasured and I don't want unneccessary conflict or unhappiness. Always keeping everything to myself and always keeping quiet no matter how unhappy I am. Never once I raised my voice/ scolded anyone. Why?

Times when anyone is low and needed someone to be there/ to support, when I knew of, immediately, I'll never fail to be there and to give my greatest support/advise. But when I needed somebody, how many are there to lent me their ears and their sincere heart?

How many of you are really true & sincerely there for me? Listen to me? Bother about me? Or even still remember my existence?

Sometimes, the things you did, really make me feel not important at all. Thus, causing me to feel more and more "Cheng-Sim"......

*No names mention as not pinning-point at anybody*

**Above are all my personal view, it differs in what individual will think/feel. Anybody feel objective about what are stated, can simply just click the "X" button and don bother to read MY blog anymore*





[ Disappointed ; Dishearted ]