Friday, April 4, 2008

This is how I look like now. Yes! I know I'm so pale and weak but I believe I can move on with the help of all my love and buddies out there! YES!

A picture taken few days before the incident

I'm moving on and not dwelling on it anymore from today onwards. I know it's hard but it's still something that I need to pass through no matter what.

Please do not ask me the same question over and over again as I don't wish to talk anymore!!!!



If you are curious to know, it's non of my business! When I want and ready to talk, I WILL! So please everyone, just spare me sometime and help me pass through all this by not mentioning anything related from today onwards ok?



I believe those that love and care for me will be happy to hear all this from me.


Stop making me dwelling over all this thing again! The story of BenBen and SotSot is over! O-V-E-R-! Enough said ok?!


I will not follow the same old path again and again making myself suffering from the same thing over and over again. I'm finally awaken and I'll not allow myself to let anything or anyone to hurt me anymore! NOT ANYMORE!!!


Life was great with all my loves over me concerning me! Thanks all my babes and dudes! Life wouldn't be great without all of you esp my 4 loves, big head, yun, bryan, shermyn darling, ruby baobei, wen baobei, caiyue and mummy! Thanks man! You all are just so great and important to me!


Show me your support by loving and caring for me more ok? *//-Muacks-


Some random pictures over the weeks



Josh bro & me


That freaking rain that made me and mel SICK!
Showing off our new eyebrow (so neat now!)



What Nurul call 'THREE-SOOOMMME" =D
And i think i did not mention that Lerin has actually given birth to that cute lil' prince on the 30th Mar 2008!!!!
--Congratulation--

He's just so adorable! Looking at him really ease most of my pain away! And I'll try hard to life a better life from today onwards!

Lil' prince is sleeping (Shhhhh~)


My loves:

Sorry for keep breaking down and scare all of you off! I can't promise that there'll be no next time but I'm trying to do all my very best like what you all have advised me on! Keep loving me like how you girls always do ok?!

Nurul keep talking non-stop to divert my attention away ok?
(Commit sucide from jumping off *****)
Though I wasn't in mood but I stil can hear all those crap!
Melissa keep doing more stupid things to make me laugh alrite?!
Jak continue with doing your "cool what!"
Mel continue to keep accompanying me through and tell me you are there for me! =D
Thanks all my loves!

Big Head:

Thanks for keep checking once in awhile to see if i've died before you =D

Yun(,") :

Thanks kor for telling me how to spell the word "COURAGE" and support me through

Wen Baobei:

Thanks bei for knocking sense into my head and teaching me how to live! I love you la!

Ruby baobei and Shermyn Darlin:

Thanks for keep advising me and telling me that no matter what, you girls will stil be there for me!


P/s: To those that I did not share, I'm sorry and I'm still not ready to talk too much on this. Give me some time and I'll let you peeps know what actually had happened ok?




bB feL succeeded at 11:21 PM.




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