Managed to pass my Saturday by making myself damn busy! Watch tv, watch dvd and stuff. Went to bed at 4plus so I would not think so much.

Bad Sunday for me. I'm feeling so fuck again. I thought I'm so alright yesterday and why my sunday become this way? Actually I was trying to focuS on doing my assignment just now and I broke down again.

Why? Why people can live on so happily but I can't? I'm really trying hard to do so. But often accumulated till i broke down so often. I want to live my life like the usual days, happily with my friends again. But why do I keep locking myself at home all the time? I don't know.

Maybe I feel better at home cos' i can cry as and when I like and nobody can see.

I don't like! I swore that I want to live better. So why am I still dwelling over that shit thing? What can I do to make me pass through all this? I've already tried to make myself busy. But still, it doesn't work at all!