Something bad actually happened to me yesterday which i think i need to voice out to clarify my innocence. It's not something serious as in being accused for murder or whatsoever. But it's a matter of being accused and lead to family disgrace (which i think is very unfair to my family members).

I would not state in detailed about people involve and what actually had happened as i do not wish to make the matter even bigger. All i wishes to do now is to blog about what i wanted to say last night so i will feel much better and stop crying as a promise to myself.

All i wish to say was: "A", please spare us sometime and let us have some air to breathe can? You are really forcing us to the max and we really can't take it any more. Please do not call my house at late night and disturb my family members can? They did not do any harm to you neither they knew anything about this incident. Please spare a thought for others if you wan someone to listen to you. And of caused, i need to voice out to those things that you've mention yesterday that i did not do anything like what you have stated and i don't care what you want to think! But please do not insult me in that kind of manner. I 've been very good enough to let you insult for the previous few times but this does not mean that i'm guilty enough to let you scold as you wish! I respect you and i do not wan to blow the matter big. That's all~ For people that know me through enough will know that I would not be stupid to let someone scold for nothing if i'm not in the wrong. Thus, you should be happy that I've allow you to scold for so many time. Frankly speaking, I think there's some problem with the method you use to others. And many time, I think the words / sentence that came out of your mouth are very well ridiculous. Please do not use direct insult to hurt me and my family member as we did not kill anybody from your side. If you really feel unhappy about us you can call police (like what you have always mention). If you do not have any of my house information you can call me and i'll be happy to give you in detail. Let the police handle! Please do not pressurise us anymore can? I know you are lonely, pathetic and you needed someone to accompany. But please allow everybody to have their own time and space as well can? People grow, people have their own life in future, people changed. They will not be sticking with you forever till you... (I'm already STILL trying to be nice!) If you really want to sort things out with all of us. FINE! You can always give me a buzz (provided you willing to really LISTEN to what we have to say instead of having the whole conversation by yourself by insulting and being nasty to others). If you continue to do all this shits, I believe you'll hurt even more people around you. And people around you that loves you as well. I'm really trying to help and willing to solve problems. Don't always be 1 sided and do everything your own way. Frankly speaking i still have tonnes to say but i'm still trying to press my feelings down so as not to be rude and nasty towards you. AND, i still respect you and please don't force me to the max till i really don't give it a damn ANYMORE! Lastly, please don't use vulgarity on me and my family member thinking that you are really so fantastic. We do not owe you anything and i seriously do not think that we all deserve all this shits from you. Think about it! If there's no problem with you thus people won't be leaving 1 by 1 right? Do some reflection yourself someday and think about it. I really had enough of you!! Really!! But if you willing to talk nicely to me (it don really meant to apologise to me), really only meant to talk nicely and treat me good from today onwards, i'll forgive about what you've done to me and my family.

Last, in conclusion, I really do not wish to make the matter big (not that i'm guilty and scared) but not to hurt more people and get more people involved. If you still want to continue with your childish behaviour and causing so many people in trouble and all i could say is that I'm really sorry. I'll stand up and protect people i love and people that are around me so as not to let anyone get hurt. Don't force me please.! I really don't wish to see the situation becoming that worst in future. Please do some good deeds to the world and people around your side. Don't caused people around you to live in misery anymore. I can feel how much they'r hurt by you always doing so many so many 'funny' and stupid things.

People reading please do not come and ask me what has happened as i really do not wish to talk about it anymore. I understand you all care but please give me some space to breathe. It's getting out of control and i unbelivable cried for so long. I need rest and need time to settled my feelings and to study for my exam.