It's been 6 days but nothing seems to improve! W-H-Y???!!! I really don't seems to feel good as well. I think I'm getting more and more crazy.

Went to the riverside yesterday and i walked home allllllllll the way by myself? Great! I can't believe such a lazy person like me can did that without stopping at all!

And I was drunk when i got home! God damn! It's been so long since i had that hung over feeling!

Didn't went to school today as I really can't bring myself to do anything at all! Not because of that hung over last night but something that bother me so damn freaking much for the past few days!

Thanks for all my loves and buddy out there that keeps texting me to see if I had committed sucide anot! Well, I think I still can cling on for these few days. But, I don't know how long I still can survive if this situation reamin the same!!!

I don't like!

I don't like to remain in this situation at all!

May all good thing falls on me again .. .. .. [you]



[Missing him so badly]