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Saturday, March 29, 2008
I always needed time on my own I never thought I'd need you there when I cry And the days feel like years when I'm alone And the bed where you lie is made up on your side When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing tooWhen you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok I miss you I've never felt this way before Everything that I do reminds me of you And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do We were made for each other Out here forever I know we were All I ever wanted was for you to know Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me Days seems to have passed soooo slow. I didn't went to school for 2days already. I know it's damn not right. But, I just can't bring myself to do it. Even if i go to school, I believe I'll be a dead zombie. I rather stay at home so nobody will see how i look like in this kind of situation. I would rather stay at home than going out scarring people off and make meself as a laughing stock to others! Once again, I HAVE TO admit failure ! I'm useless in all sense. I can't do a single thing well and instead i utterly screw them up. I could hardly breathe. I could hardly smile. I could hardly feel. I could hardly.. I don't know. It's hard for me to find a suitable word to describe my feelings now. What I can say now is that I'm so good for nothing. I can't even control my feelings, my actions and my freaking brain to think properly. [Good for nothing] bB feL succeeded at 10:22 PM. |
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