Days hasn't been good. But i swear i'm really trying hard to to make it better. People often call me one truely big dumbass.

Please return me my rainbow~ Please bring my days back. I have such feeling that i can't hold on with this anymore. Peeps that loves me, please help me pray for my peaceful loving life.

Trying hard to put on a smile, bringing fun to everybody. But, this makes me feel worst when i get back home. I don't know what i should do more to get on with it. I always help to brighten up people day. But who's going to brighten up mine?

Can't imagine i have to bring all this with me for this festival, this holiday season.