it's been long long time since i really blog around nowadays.. hahas.. u guys must be getting impatience.. hee hee.. well.. i was really tired nowadays.. working life sucks.. how i wish i can go back to my 'tai-tai' lifestyle again..

something that i would most like to do now is to have a Margarita and sun-tanning at the beach! i miss the sunshine and the beautiful sea.. i'm like having my dead zombie complextion again..

and next was to get my car license quick.. i wonder why i suddenly have this urge! i guess is bcos e other day Gilbert sent me home with HIS own car aft our late lunch with ben & elson.. that was like "OMG.. Gilbert was younger than me but he owns a car of his own and his driving skills was not bad too!"

ok.. back to reality.. i was wondering WHY i need the license for.. cos' ppl that knows me knew that i careless? stupid? blur? who will be the REAL HERO that will have the courage to sit in my car when i've got my license? and moreover, i don't even have the ability to buy a car! [laughs]

next my target will be changing to a new HP.. my fone was like problematics for a thousand years ago.. and i stil wouldn't bear to change a new 1.. i wonder why.. and technologies nowadays is hard to compare.. and my fone was launched 3-4years ago in 2003?

recently.. after much tinking.. i just somehow thinks that what i'm dreaming is very far from my reality.. i ain't earning much now.. and.. i don't really have high qualification [not after i get my dip next yr.. den follow by an advance dip / or a degree after that] that allows me to.. and i'll be like in debts after finishing my dip. cos of that f**king expensive school fees that i have to clear..

and i wonder why i have so many yet so big dreams nowadays.. cos it'll like never be fulfilled? or i can say fulfill unless i work and save really really hard for it.. well..

enough of my nonsense.. i admit i'm VERY bored.. that's why i post a really bullshit blog now..


p/s: sorry no pic recently.. not in mood and no inspiration to take nice pictures xD